A Lil' bit of Suga & Spice

I am the voice that you never listen to

2011-11-15T06:59:00.000-08:00

Shut up and drive

You don't know what you're talking about

He's not the one

You ought to know that by now

You've got one of those hearts

That keeps changing your mind

Your heart has a way of making you stay

So shut up and drive

Don't look in the mirror

He might have that look in his eyes
The one thats so strong
It strangles your will to survive
He's mastered the art
Of looking sincere
His eyes have a way of making you stay
Don't look in the mirror

I'm the voice you never listen to

And I had to break your heart to make you see
That he's the one who will be missing you
And you'll only miss the man
That you wanted him to be

Turn the radio on

To drown out the sound of goodbye

Blink back the tears

Show me you've still got your pride

Just get yourself lost

In a sad country song

Those guys that they play

Know just what to say

Turn the radio on.

I'm the voice you never listen to

And I had to break your heart to make you see

That he's the one who will be missing you

And you'll only miss the man

That you wanted him to be

Shut up and drive

Don't look in the mirror

Turn the radio on

Get out of here

Shut up and drive

Confrontation...

2011-11-14T02:23:00.000-08:00

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Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radio head
And on my 18th birthday we got that chain tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my Johnny Cash
Never one, we got the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm longer your muse

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

" Kenapa CINTA kita selalu saja diduga

Bagai ada yang tak merestui kita bersatu

Atau mungkin kau dan aku ditakdir untuk
berpisah

Walaupun melawan arus kita berdua tapi tak bersatu "

Alangkah indahnya...

2011-11-13T08:42:00.000-08:00

"Alangkah indahnya dunia, bila kita semua melangkah ke depan"

Nowadays property in KL is getting expensive and the value of the property is booming. I cant deny that it has to go parallel with the technology and the rampant development which is a good thing. But what scares me the most is, "where am I gonna live in say 5 years to come?" OMG. Been a KL'ian' (is there is such word?) for 22 years already and, I have to say that I am quite bias when it comes to my roots and ya growing up places.

Wangsa Maju, Taman Melawati & Melawati are among what I call my "playground". It goes round in circle. Orang Melayu kata "pusing2 situ jugak". So, with all the easy access, developing areas in withing those places, I would opt to have my "habitat" in the same neighbourhood. Any of those.

Came across the adv by the roadside, and as usual, quickly google. Showed and shared with of course my lifetime scholar (Bapak & Mama) and Mama is already excited. Bapak is very particular when it comes to all this real estate tingy. Mama on the other hand, just simply like and will go on with her berangan mode. Bapak has always been the calculative one, of course he's the man behind those $$$ haha.

So I hope to share some info I've obtained from the developer's website, www.sunwayproperty.com

and hoping that it won't be too pricey in other words,

SUPAYA IMPIAN MENJADI REALITI.

SUNWAY MONTANA @ DESA MELAWATI

Picture living in one of the last remaining green lungs of KL city. One that bestows you a rare immersive experience, where you can dwell amidst an abundance of lush tropical greenery in the pristine Desa Melawati.

Located in a self-contained town at the north-eastern border of KL and Selangor, Sunway Montana @ Desa Melawati unveils as an exclusive hillside enclave. Meticulously-planned, the development is oriented along the natural contours of the hill; integrated harmoniously to its cascading terraces to gain full advantage of the hillside topography, allowing each home a picturesque view.

Each abode is designed with the latest sustainable innovation to comply with BCA Green Mark Award requirements, enhanced with environmental and energy conservation features to redefine the standards of quality urban living. Merging functionality with aesthetics, expect nothing less than ultra-contemporary villas designed with a sleek "cube concept". Boasting stylish architectural twists, incorporating spaciousness, flexibility and modern simplicity for a sheer living comfort.

Hallmark Features:

A 14-acre private forest with skywalk
Gated & Guarded
25% of green area with extensive landscape and facilities
Low density development with exclusive clubhouse facilities
Freehold
107 units of Courtyard Villas and Semi-Detached in Phase 1
Design espouses LOHAS (Lifestyles of Health and Sustainability) principles
Convenient access to major highways : Middle Ring Road II (MRR2) and Duta-Ulu Kelang Expressway (DUKE)

For further enquiries, kindly contact us at +603-4108 8822 or +6019-223 5262.

@anisa_izwinAnisa Izwin

Auwwwhhh I'm in love with Montana. :)

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Hope Montana is not that pricey, must convince lifetime scholar (FAMA) that it'll be a good buy. :)

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2011 Paris Masters : Federer captures maiden Paris Masters Crown

2011-11-13T08:13:00.000-08:00

since when I'm into tennis? Rodger Federer? huhuhue in case you are wondering, yes i like to watch tennis games especially with my parents. Mama is good at palying tennis, I can play but not that good compared to Mama and abang, worse still I don't really favour the game. The tennis court is so huge and if you miss a ball/stroke there goes the ball to the very end/corner of the court. Then, I have to walk from one end to another just to take them up. Tiring. haha. I think the moments and time I spent to go and collect all the 'missed' balls, is longer that I actually spend to receive and get few strokes with the other player.

Anyway, I've been a big fan of Rodger Federer ever since I can't remember when. so basically I'm of team Federer instead of Team Nadal. hehe. He's just good in his own way. Very calm and skillful tennis player.

So as the title stated, he won the Paris Masters Crown as this is his first time winning this comp. He was in the final vs Tsonga. (Mama said he looks like Ali , the boxer). Congrats Federer. I just knew he got twins when Bapak mentioned about it. I remembered that his wife was pregnant but have no idea about his twins. Quickly google and yes the twins are adorable, just like their father. =)

P/S : (ouuhhI just love twin babies, and hope to get one, ONE day =) tiberr...

Team Federer all the way...

Look at this video, and u'll be in Team Federer in just a seconds.

6 months away...= 182.621099 days

2011-11-09T11:20:00.000-08:00

Hello dear blog, been neglecting and missing you like hell..

Apparently things got outta hands due to recent Tech, with Twitter and of course dearest Ipad, I just could not get my lazy bump bump up to open the lappy and update on you. I don't know why, but I can't access or blog through my Ipad. (ke saya yg buta IT bebenor nieyh.) Well, 1st time hadow barang Apple, gitulah gamaknye. =)

In life, there's always a story to tell. In my case there's like a whole load of stories to tell. To cut everything short,I have to make a list from where I've stopped and hopefully I can pick up from there. No promises, (yelah saya kan ahli Cherpom (cerita prong prang) dan kuat SEM (bukan sistem semester ye tapi SEMBANG) haha. (Don't make me list down my commitments here okay, karang hadew yang macam e'eh poyo nye pulakk kan).

So let's see... the last time was back in May..and now its already mid of November.

May-June : Wedding trip to Ipoh, Attachment at IPD Sentul & OAT (Omar Affandi & Teh, ehem sounds familiar?), Maharajalawak Final,

June: turned 22, alhamdulillah.

July: Msia vs Arsenal, Aunt TZ son's wed, Krabi & Hatyai trip, 2nd nephew on board Hassan Ali Rayyan, Msia vs Spore, Hussein's 3rd bday, Piqa's E-day,

August: Ramadhan, baby sitting, Bapak 55th birthday

Sept: Raya, Back to Law School (Final year u oll's), SEP (China -Indo) Buddies surprise blated bday, KAQ turned 24,

October : Mock Trial 2011, Buddies Convo, TSLoNora,

November: Aidil Adha 2011, present

so with that, i hope i can at least have a lot of things to blog about hehuu....

let's wait and see =)

till then, take care folks.

Not jumping into conclusion..

2011-10-11T09:28:00.000-07:00

but.... I just have to admit that I have started to hate ARABs. there you go I've said it.

Ok let me tell you why....

Redha and I went for swimming. In villawangsamas, and that was my 1st time there. There were quite a number of kids at the kids pool and I decided to enter the one with the less number of kids and the one without the slide.

We were just about to get ourselves wet in the pool, Redha was standing and I was beside him. Then suddenly came this boy, out of nowhere as he was swimming underneath the water and suddenly knocked Redha. I thought that he accidently knocked Redha as he was swimming underneath and could not see. But as he comes out from the water, he suddenly grabbed Redha's arm and pulled him into the water.

I was damn shocked and I screamed like nobody's business, pulled Redha out and take him up and wrapped him around and pushed that freaking little b*stard away. I calmed Redha's down and went out the pool, took our stuff and I went to see the boy.

I called him and he was not responding. I came closer and hold his arm tightly and yelled at him questioning what he did and why.. he did not answer. He just kept quiet and that just boiled up my anger to the maximum level. I lifted him up and made him stand on the ground outside the pool and put some pressure on his arms and he cried. The brother came to me and scolded me in Arabic, and was showing the way I shook his brother's body and made him cry. I explained to him and I said I want to see his mother. He said mother is not here and I asked where does he live.. Redha was still crying and I calmed him down and the that two b*astard Ar*b went off and all the bad words came from my mouth and of course

" you stupid Ar*b, you come to ,my country and cause trouble, go back to your country, bloody idiot,you son of a b*tch"

then the brother showed his middle finger and said something in Arabic , in a way i know he's cursing me, LIKE i CARE. Mind you the two b*stards are just below the age of 12.

When the incident happen, the Indonesians maid who were there suddenly came up and asked what happen and I explained. Some of them even said that that little creature is outrageously naughty and indeed son of b*tch when one day he even choke one of the kids.

I did noticed him the day before the incident at the playground, he was in the tunnel and he sat there. When Redha wants to enter, he said NO, and I raised my voice and say Excuse Me, then only he left.

All I can say now is that sorry ARABs, u just made it clear that u guys are the worse,useless most arrogant people on Earth I've ever come across. Mind you at abang's place, I can say 60% are those from the Middle East. Can u imagine?

Note to abang and ME: Let's find a new place to live. Forget about living in a condo and your beloved penthouse miss yours truly, find a landed property so that u will not share the space with these people again, anymore.

Here are some true stories about what I've just contended...

excerpt from a good friend of mine's blog, www.buatpermaisuriku.blogspot.com

Mess Sir!

Dunia semua sudah maklum,
Kat Mesir kecoh manusia mengaum,
Kat jalan raya semua turun berduyun-duyun,
Siapa yang datang halang semua depa balun.

Puncanya bukan apa,
Sebab pemimpin yang gila kuasa,
Tambah lagi sikap tamak haloba,
30 tahun rakyat menderita,
Pilihanraya 6 tahun sekali pun takdak guna,
Semuanya tipu-tipu belaka,
Hasil arahan seorang sutradara,
Sekali bertempik tsunami manusia.

Hosni Mubarak,
Usah lagi kau nak berlagak,
Darah rakyat semua dah menggeledak,
Ke mana lagi kau nak elak,
Tukarlah kabinet baru sekalipun,
Masuk kanlah perisik terhebat sekalipun,
Rakyat kau tetap akan berhimpun,
Selagi engkau tak mohon ampun.

Engkau kena ingat,
Dalam memerintah kena beringat-ingat,
Kalau terlupa mari rakyat ingatkan,
Tapi kau pulak buat-buat lupa ingatan,
Takkan kau tak perasan,
Semua diktator kena humban,
Di Iraq Saddam Ali,
Di Iran Shah Reza Palevi,
Di Tunisia Zine El Abidin Ben Ali,
Di Mesir Hosni pula bakal menanti.

Tapi tak senang jugak jadi dia,
Kalau dia turun takhta,
Macam mana lagi dia nak kumpul harta,
40 bilion 'hasil' tadbir negara,
Sedangkan ramai rakyat yang makanpun berkira,
Sebab tu dia rancang nak bagi anak naik kuasa,
Supaya beranak-pinak segala harta,
MASYAALLAH,
Begitu dasyat penangan kuasa,
Sampai gelap hati dan mata.

Yang aku hairan,
Semua peristiwa guling-mengguling,
Kebanyakkan di negara Arab,
Negara yang sepatutnya menjadi contoh,
Kerana Islam menjadi tunjang pentadbiran.

Tapi bila fikir balik,
Aku dah tak hairan,
Biasalah orang Arab ni panas baran,
Maknanya semuanya dah biasa main api,
Tapi bila silap cara main,
Hanguslah dijilat api,
Betul peribahasa MELAYU,
Api bila kecik jadi kawan,
Bila besar memang tak terlawan,
Mungkin sebab tu peribahasa ni dalam orang MELAYU saja,
Pasal MELAYU ni cerdik dalam bab beringat-ingat,
Tak macam Arab yang berlagak tak ingat.

Aku risau bukan apa,
Takut benda ni merebak pula,
Maklumlah Islam kan bersaudara,
Cubit peha kiri, peha kanan pun terasa.

Pasal di Malaysia pun bahaya juga,
Pemimpin-pemimpin pun sukakan kuasa,
Bagi yang dah lama beringat dan berwaspada,
Bagi yang baru jangan lupa janji untuk dilaksana,
Takut nanti sejarah berlaku di negara kita,
Rusuhan sudah,
Demonstrasi sudah,
Rapat umum pun sudah,
Semuanya sebab perasaan amarah,
Yang membiak dibantu nafsu serakah,
Konon-konon perjuang agama,bangsa dan negara,
Tapi semuanya sama saja,
POORRAAH!

Ingat,
Dulu pun ada ura-ura nak guling,
Tapi cara guling guna teknik lompat,
Mujur masih ada mata yang tak juling,
Kalau tak gerenti kita jugak yang merempat.

Kepada rakyat Mesir,
Teruskan bersuara,
Bumi ini milik kalian,
Jangan biar onar berleluasa,
Sudah lama kalian sengsara,
Mari ajar mereka yang tak reti bahasa.

Andai suara itu kuasa,
Gunakanlah sebaik-baiknya.

Mesir ini bumi anbia,
Sayang tak dijaga tak dibela,
Andai Firaun masih ada,
Dia pun bingung kenapa sekarang lagi durjana.

Pesanan kepada Hosni Mubarak :

You must resign and step down.
Your country now in really MESS, SIR!

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Antara pujangga kata rakan yang saya sangat setuju, dan terbukti kebenarannya hurm...

Kisah ini bukan sekadar di sini,
Tapi banyak juga yang aku dengari dan lihat sendiri,
Tentang manusia yang tak sedar diri,
Menumpang tuah di bumi berdaulat ini.

Engkau ingat engkau siapa,
Cuma datang belajar dan juga bekerja,
Bukannya engkau yang bangunkan ini negara,
Maka hormatlah kami yang berkuasa.

Biadap engkau aku tak tahan,
Kurang ajar engkau pun boleh tahan,
Jenis bangsa yang tak hormat orang,
Nasib engkau baik jumpa kami yang reti hormat orang.

Pada mula aku menyangka,
Orang Arab mesti baik-baik belaka,
Rupa-rupanya sangkaanku meleset,
Padahal mereka lagi teruk dari pelesit.
Aku jadi buntu,
Islam datang dari bumimu,
Al-Quran itu bahasamu,
Muhammad dari kalangan bangsamu,
Mengapa kalian perangai macam hantu,
Mungkin kerana kalian masih berbangsa arab,
Sifat jahiliyah warisan dari moyangmu.

Tak kurang pula orang indonesia,
Tak sedar diri negara porak peranda,
Bila ada sedikit tersilap bicara,
Nun terus Ganyang Malaysia,
Betapa biadapnya bangsamu,
Indon durjana yang tak kenal erti syukur,
Tatkala anak-anakmu susah mencari sesuap nasi,
Bumi Melayu ini tempat engkau mencari rezeki,
Sanggup bergadai nyawa menyorok di dalam peti,
Asalkan dapat lepas sekatan pihak yang berintegriti,
Tapi bila peluang dah diberi,
Engkau merompak, menyamun dan mencuri,
Memang wajar amah-amah itu dimamah,
Kalau ikutkan hati lagi elok dilapah,
Baru mereka tahu yang kita tak mudah mengalah.

Itu belum lagi kisah india dan cina,
Yang dua-dua lagi tak paham bahasa,
Orang dah kata jangan pertikai hak istimewa,
Lagi engkau nak usik harta pusaka,
Raja kami engkau hina,
Bahasa kami engkau kata takkan berjaya,
Agama kami pun engkau tetap nak cuba,
Jangan sampai kami tarik warganegara,
Kerana tetamu tetap tetamu,
Penumpang tetap penumpang,
Sampai satu masa kalian perlu tahu,
Adab menumpang dan adab bertamu,
Supaya kalian sedar siapa tuan yang menumpangkan kamu.

Tapi mungkin juga sebab kita,
Terlampau sangat bagi muka,
Bila mereka cakap dan buat apa yang mereka suka,
Kita masih lagi cakap takpa,
Hati mereka kita masih nak jaga,
Harta kita mereka boleh kongsi bersama,
Tanah kita tetap mereka yang punya,
Akhirnya kita yang merana,

Little India kita bina,
Sanggup panggil Perdana Menteri sana,
Nun penuh bendera mereka,
Macamlah mereka segala-galanya.
Petaling Street pun kita reka,
Untuk samseng-samseng celaka tunjuk kuasa,
Silap sikit pistol dihala,
Sampai kita pula yang dalam bahaya.
Jalan Damai pun apa kurangnya,
Buat bangsa jahiliyah kumpul harta,
Sampai kita sanggup bagi mereka rasa,
Tempat itu mereka punya.

Namun pernah ke kita terfikir,
Di India,
Di China,
Di Indonesia,
Di Arabia,
Hatta di seluruh dunia,
Ada ke inisiatif mereka,
Untuk bina,
Little Malay,
Malay Town,
Malay Center,
atau sekurang-kurangnya
Perkampungan Melayu...

Kita terlalu memberi muka,
Dah tiba masa kita ajar mereka yang bermuka-muka.
Sudah-sudahlah kita menjaga hati,
Dah tiba masa untuk kita berhati-hati.

Kepada semua pendatang, penumpang dan pengemis di bumi Melayu ini,
Kumpul lah segala harta yang kalian mahu,
Kembangkanlah setiap salasilah keturunanmu,
Tapi satu sahaja yang kami pinta,
JANGAN CABAR HAK KAMI!

Attachment during hols

2011-05-16T11:59:00.000-07:00

1st 3 Weeks at IPD Sentul (mainly in Balai Polis Kepong & Balai Polis Jinjang)

2nd part of attachment at Omar Affandi & Teh

What's wrong mr blog?

2011-05-06T03:44:00.000-07:00

idk why, but been trying to upgrade the blog look and it turned out to be this way...haish..i must admit i'm not good in all this IT stuff, but at least i've attempted and tried my best. those who read and know what went wrong please tell me what is not right ya? (buta IT sediwkit).

currently posting this from Shah Alam, where else can i be, Tupperware Brands office. yes Mum's place. idk why with all the Mother's Day celebration in 2 days time, makes me wanna be near her. Manja. Yes admit. (sorrylah anak ppuan sorg kan) =) been awhile since my last visit here with the Thais, so why not change of environment for a new mood to do some revision?

Adik (my little brother) called me earlier in the morning and asked what should we get for MAMA? and without hesitation i said, NEW HP please. because her current one that she's been using already turn out to be a walkie-talkie instead of a phone. i think the speaker is already not functioning and its time to upgrade,Ma. so let's see the outcome in 2 days time perhaps. ye, mama saya pun nak maju juga. she always has this passion about upgrading herself. "nanti buatkan mama account fb, twitter and all yg related ya". haha. yes, she's optimist, and a big dreamer and one thing for sure she will make sure she will achieve it. some yg dah jumpa my mama, they just love her at first sight hehuu. i'm blessed. whatelse can i say.

wonder if i wear this when i was small?

many wear the couple tshirt with pride,(i find it, well GELI..no offence) why don't try and wear something like this right?

posted this on my b Wall ,

To all my facebook friends, in honor of Mother's Day I'm trying to see how many of you are willing to change your profile picture to a picture of your mother and keep it there till May 9. If you will and like this idea, please repost this as your status so everyone gets the word and see how many beautiful mothers we can get on facebook.

Sending my ♥ to my MAMA

well HELLO again

2011-05-04T17:07:00.000-07:00

and yes, i'm BACK....!!!! gosh, its been months since the last time i posted here. admit my BAADD.. i can't be sorry enough for neglecting u mr blog, and yes of not updating stories and what not. i blame myself, the time, the daily live activities, law school (of course) and my new addiction to Twitter which occupied me for 24/7. this is because i can go mobile with it, so it makes the access more easy compared to you mr blog. i'm not taking sides but ya, blogging will always be my interest and that's for sure because i like to crap about things most of e time.

just a quick update..

currently having my 3rd year final exams in Law School and i can say things has been tough and always be.. but nevermind, i will not give up and yes i promise to flood this blog with many stories and of corz photos once i'm done with exams and long hols break is in place ya. just hang-in-there for a little while.

meanwhile, you can always follow me on Twitter ya =)

anisa_izwin

always on my mind

2010-12-20T08:07:00.000-08:00

he's the most adorable and loyal BOYFRIEND ever!!
high tech huh???!!
you're my sunshine after the raining days in Thailand Hussein Ali Redha,
Angah Wynn misses u so much,
be good,
once Angah comes home we go and play whirling twirling okayh kiddo!

~Jadore Angah Wynn~

Chan Kid Tunkun, Tee Rak

2010-12-18T02:42:00.000-08:00

means,

I Miss You, Sweetheart
~Jadore Beebee~

Thai Trip til 2nd Jan

2010-12-10T02:24:00.000-08:00

LCCT, waiting lounge

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go...
haha... well i'll be away to Thailand for a student exchange programme from 1oth Dec til 2nd Jan 2011. looking forward for a wonderful experience. will be missing many people in malaysia of course. peeps. feel free to chat with me whenever i'm on9 and ya will try to update my blog if i have time.

buhbye people. see u in a month time.
~Jadore Win~

Salam Maal Hijrah 1432

2010-12-06T08:31:00.000-08:00

Time kat sekolah dulu, mesti ada persembahan nasyid lagu Maal Hijrah. Bertahun dengar xpayah google untuk lyrics dah boleh terus melekat dalam kepala nie.. Okay rasa nk post je lirik tu...haha.. ingat balik zaman sekolah, terbaik weyh!

Satu Muharram Detik Permulaan
Perkiraan Tahun Islam Hijrah
Perpindahan Nabi dan Umat Islam
Dari Kota Makkah ke Kota Madinah

Atas Keyakinan dan Iman Yang Teguh
Kaum Muhajirin dan Ansar Bersatu
Rela Berkorban Harta dan Nyawa
Demi Menegakkan Islam Tercinta

Hijrah Itu Pengorbanan
Hijrah Itu Perjuangan
Hijrah Itu Persaudaraan
Hijrah Membentuk Perpaduan

Oleh Itu Mari Semua
Kita Sambut Maal Hijrah
Tingkatkan Semangat Tegakkan Syiar Islam
Untuk Sepanjang Zaman ( suprano

Semoga dengan Tahun Baru ini segala urusan dipermudahkan dan dirahmati Allah swt.

MJKHBIU / ROYGBIP

2010-12-05T09:38:00.000-08:00

" If you are able to find the positive in a bad situation, then you are able to find the gold at the end of a rainbow"

Just Nice

2010-12-03T18:16:00.000-08:00

as planned before, we were supposed to have a bbq and swimming session at my place, sleepovers and next day climbing Broga. But that didn't turned out due to some unavoidable outcomes but nevertheless, we managed to pulled out some awesome last minute changes and tadaa it was JUST NICE.

dinner at Palatte Palatte, Changkat

the dessert : especially for Siti Ili Diyana (the quackie duck)
wondermilk cuppies, ;)
Congratulations upon graduating, diploma in Accountancy and as the holder of the Vice Chancellor Award
Salute!! then, we went BTS for a couch potato,
the movie was OK and funny like hell.
Credit to Mr Cammy for buying the tix and recommending a worthwhile Malay movie for us esp Me, =)

~Jadore Nisa~

Hello December 2010

2010-12-01T04:30:00.000-08:00

its the 1st day in the last month of the year.
how time flies so fast.
well i have pretty much things to do before the year ends..
check list :
1) Environmental Law exam 9th
2) Assignments - Equity & Company
3) My Project Paper
4) Excursion to Songkla Thailand for 25 days (10/12-3/01/2011)
5) leaving everything behind and hope to start a brand new life

yes i admit, personal life has not been going on pretty good, i've lost my grip. i thought it was easy but it wasn't. walking away is not the answer to the solution but it created more issues and conflicts i guess. i have no choice, i know i'm such a terrible person, but i just can't help it. crying isn't working cause i know its just temporary, i'm mad and angry. go away go away u evil feeling. i need to be calm and focus. f*ck!

Happy 19th Birthday Adik!

2010-11-30T21:09:00.000-08:00

23 NOV
Happy Birthday Imran Syafiq !!
Kakak wish u the very best in your studies and future undertakings.
Stay true to yourself and may Allah bless everything you do.
Sorry if I have not been there most of the time for you at home, but u know I LOVE YOU little brother.
Keep making mama & bapak proud of having such an amazing son who can DANCE so well and very helpful.
thank you for all you FOC make up services bahaa =D
Cepat pegi amik lesen kereta!!! u might get a new ride u know, demand2..
EAT A LOT, GET BUFF'ed'

okay may look inappropriate, because there was a cat underneath the desk
ADIK.... ucin wish happy birthday=)makan banyak2, kasi besar badan

~Jadore Kakak~

ASWARA Tapestry 2010

2010-11-30T11:34:00.000-08:00

went to Aswara ( Akademi Seni Budaya & Warisan Kebangsaan) where currently lil brotha, Adik is pursuing his diploma, TARI to watch an event called Tapestry. we arrived quite late because i have to fetch mama n bapak at shah alam ya was driving bapak's car,really fast on Duke, it was raining, the car was not in a good condition ( have not done balancing and alignment for a while, and worst still the left side mirror was broken). hell cool huh? God knows.but then after a long talk chat with the car to just maintain everything i survived huhu.

So, i guess after this if you ever decidec change into a new ride pa, i'm sure u'll let ur only dotter to drive it don't you? hehe. ( hoping it will be the mercchy..)

ok back to Tapestry.Tadaa.

the two funny MC

The Sarawak Dance

they looked likebutterflies don't they?

the moved like a decorated vehicle on a merdeka parade

graceful LOTUS dance.the stick dance, tarian cak khun cak, sumpah kelakar menari badan kebelakang =D

zapin, performed by Adik

with adik and his friends

berjoget lambak =)
they are just amazing, supportive PARENTS

~Jadore Awin~

Sangat typical

2010-11-30T04:50:00.000-08:00

mana letak hati mana letak perasaan

kala jiwa serabut kusut

marah bengang kecewa terluka

pada kau alah itu biasa

perempuan memang takde keje

emo emo emo,

meh aku ketuk kepala ko laju2,

weyh memang tak dowh kau tu yg xde rasa

xde jiwa kering

pada kau tido itu ibu segala ubat

tapi kau silap

sedang kau tidur, banyak yang telah kau rugi,

dah xbyk pun activity,

jadi apelagi..

mulalah layan bende2 yang makan diri..

lu bole pk sendiri,

aku penat sangat sangat

bukan terlalu melayan tapi memang rasa tu ada

xkan nak happy sentiasa

tipulah kata kalau aku tak cuba

jenis aku sampai kadang susah nak lelap mata

hati asyik berkata kepala otak melayang sini sana

mcm angau lah tapi yang nie lawan dia

perasaan jahat yang simpang aku minta

pada kau aku nak minta simpati orang nak beritahu semua

weyy korang aku tgh terluka..

dia memang jahat belaka..

ketawa lah dan terus ketawa..

pada kau mereka sedang lihat kita kecundang

padahal selama ini meraka sokong mereka sanjung

mereka suka lihat orang bahagia

mana tahu aura berjangkit pula

kau nampak semua itu , tak tak i don't think so..

memang aku ppuan berniat jahat.

mens rea selalu ada xpayah nak bukti beyond reasonable doubt,

pada aku, hidup ini memang kena kongsi,

sebab semua bende bukan ko punya,

dari sekecik zarah atom sampai sebesar matahari pun xde yang orang kata belongs to you,

semua nya pinjaman semata2,

jadi apa salah berkongsi,

mungkin sakit luka boleh diatasi,

xdelah aku end up jadi org psycho nnt,

mana yg simpati aku hargai

mana yang mcm bz body, bole layan diri sendiri

mana yg dengki lu boleh jalan sekali

aku tak peduli

walau kadang aku sedar kini dah tiada kau di sisi

aku kena betul2 berdiri, dengan kuat atas kaki ini

walaupun lutut dah xberapa nk berfungsi

tapi aku tahu kelebihan dalam diri

andai engkau happen to baca bende ni

coretan hati seorang yg dilukai

xde apa yg dihajati

sekadar "oh," atau "hmm" itu pun dah cukup barangkali

xpayah nk "eleyh","biaselah tu","dah agak dah" sangat..

sbb apa yang kau rasa sekarang dah xde effect kat aku..

hati dah mcm batu

mmg xde guna wa cakap sama lu.

ku menghargai hari2 ini dengan mereka yang aku sayangi

yang kembali memberi sayang mereka kepada aku

kerana pasti sikit hari lagi aku akan merindui mereka

pergi xdelah jauh mana tapi lama juga

so, dah2 kalau mcm ni sampai bila tak berhenti

dah2 lah tu pegi cari mood nak study

walaupun tak start apa lagi

come on find something than can drives u, girl

anything..

could be somebody though...

haha.. taklah tak nak lagi..

malas malas malas..

start now or never,

last but not least,

deep down i know..ceh ceh..

I'll be the girl your EX will hate, your mother will LOVE, your granny approves, and the one you'll want forever.

~Jadore Awin~

Like really no pressure?!

2010-11-30T04:28:00.000-08:00

Mama : Ha, kan susah kalau nama dah blacklisted.. muda2 lagi dah blacklisted..semua kerana PTPTN.. apa salahnya bayar sikit2..masa pakai dulu bukan main lagi..nk pegi overseas ke apa2 hal semua dah susah...kesian dekat si polana(nama yg direka khas) tu..

JA: tue lah nak buat mcm mana.. kalau ye pun husband nye tolong2 lah.. walaupun duit tu yg pakai bini nye masa belajar dulu.. dah tu kalau lakinya nak keluar negara dah bini nya ternganga sorg kt umah..xpatut2..

Mama: tak paham lah budak2 sekarang nie.. ha yang si polan kamu tue bayar tak PT nye?

JA: xtahu xamik port.. he claims its his money so i just don't want to interfere..

Mama: eyh janganlah tak amik port, mana tahu jodoh panjang tak pasal2 tahu2 dah blacklisted nnt karang dah susah..banyak nak kena bayar..xboleh pegi honeymoon ke apa..

JA: haha kalau blacklisted mmg tak lah jadi laki saya ye..senang aja =)

Kesimpulan :

1) of course semua emak di dunia nak calon menantu yg tip top buat anak perempuannya yg sorg nieyh.

2) mungkin org kata terlalu awal, tapi memang dengan keadaan dunia yg sekarang memang kena fikir masa depan yg xdelah depan sgt, masa dekat kot sbnrnye.

3) kadang2 tu bukan nak masuk campur hal kachingg machingg org lain, yelah lagi2 org yg kita sayang kan. xkanlah kita nk biar dia berhutang-piutang kan.. org sayang sbb tu org kisah..

4) jadi bila nasihat tu dengarlah ye..

5) sebelum kahwin check pasangannya tue bercredit medit brp byk ye.. bukan yg blacklisted simpang yang declare B...

6) yg penting mama saya dah mula berbicara mengenai jodoh wah,! seronok tapi scarryy.. =)

~ Jadore Awin~

Hussein is going to be a brother soon =)

2010-11-29T01:28:00.000-08:00

not me of course!
my beloved sister in law, Kak Ajan is
abg,my big brotha text me and said that Huseein will soon be a big brother, InsyAllah..I was like haaapppyyy!! congrats to both of them.
hehe.. so basically Kak Jan(my sis in law) is now 9 days pregnant and she must come for another check up in about 2 weeks time from now..
looking forward for a niece hehe =)

~Jadore Angah Wynn~

girls talk

2010-11-29T00:31:00.000-08:00

statement dpd lelaki : awek biar tak cun tapi kaya atau anak org kaya

WTF ? lelaki mcm ni boleh pegi jahanam awal2.
ko budget muka ko mix2 ko handsome sangat lah?
perempuan cantik2 tak pandang muka kau lah gila!
asal ko tu berharta tu yang dia nak ko taw takk...
at least ada kereta,(xkisahlah mak bapak ko punya ke..) duit dalam account biar beribu2 ini takk...
ku jual la muka ko nak dapat awek xcun tp kaya...

awek yg xcun tp kaya xnak org mcm ko okay =)
boleh angkat kaki jalan!
pegilah layan awek2 muka celup, gila harta..ko jatuh terduduk tgk dia ade dgn ko tak?
semoga ppuan tak cantik tp kaya tu akan lebih dimurahkan rezeki dan bertemu jodoh dgn org yg SETARAF dan SETANDING dgn dia..

Scars, do stay, permanently

2010-11-28T23:04:00.000-08:00

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane

All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

GOD, give me strength

~Jadore Awin~

I belive that things happen for a REASON

2010-11-23T23:25:00.000-08:00

the other day..

of all places, days and time..
i bumped into you and her...

*butterflies
*heart beating faster

D said, (Adeline) one of my good friend said,
Perasaan dia serba x kena.yela,its not what we expected. 1st thng came in my mind,eh bju aku ok ke,alamak mnyesal xpakai lg cntik,ish wtv la.haha tp lemah lutut.pastu konon buat muka confident,muka snyum je,control weh,tp dlm ht,tuhan je yg tau.mcm ada bunga api dum dam dum dam.haha.Tp seeing a face u long to see,bila dah jumpa face to face,br kita tau how strong r we,n sbnrnya bila dah fce to fce tu br realised its nthng anymore. Yg pnting snyum je! :)
(thank u Deline, appreciate it so much)

hey girl, referring to me...take it easy okayy..

like seriously its not just me who apparently felt that way. i mean i don't know about other girls, but sometime we do felt for each other don't we ladies..
u know its nothing.. nothing more than just a temporary feeling..
but the thought will stay until u don't know when..

all i can say..
i'm happy for who you are today =)

~jadore ANIS~

Happy 6years and 9months =)

2010-11-22T00:00:00.000-08:00

awaklah SUPERMAN saya, =)
hahaha..

i got STUCK ON YOU, =B
Last Saturday we were there, the place that witnessed our <3...

so, KLCC atau I?

hahaha..
okay2 stop fooling around..
u know i just can't..
because u drives me crazzy okay..

Bay: Bee, u ni mcm baby lah.. kena pakai lotion lah, minyaklah, kena tunggu burp lah..
Bee: u panggil i apa bay?? ha tuelahh..
saya ada Daulat okay.. kalau awak murka kan saya, awak kena TUE Lah saya..
( ha tue lahh you..)

(masa ni gigi Jo lagi taw skrg dah tak dahhh =)

Love, One & Only ...
~Beebee gurL~

SHOUT Awards 2010

2010-11-20T22:05:00.000-08:00

got 4 so called VIP tix from beloved friend, Toche! thanks bro appreciate it so much.. well since its FOC, why not right, dress up, look good and watch this event LIVE. 2 tix for Ili n bf but bf can't make it at last minute, Bihah, good friend of Ili was tagged along. me ya as always with bloved boifee whom at first was not so keen abt it and not interested but ended up being the one "Semangat lebey"... "kasut bau kedai bro" hahaha =)

ili and bihahmiss erin, anbreen and Awin

(bole jd iklan shampoo x kitorg?)lovely chicks, Erin and Me
Erin with abg Kem haha

well it was a good show but the sound system was bad actually. i can say that it was an informal successful event indeed. they should promote our msian artiste song's rather than playing justin bieber as a companion for the winners to go up to the stage. not good na'ah not good. Iyaz performances was good...SOLO... hehe.. but unfortunately the whole row from of artiste area, was empty right before the event ended actually. i mean come on, don't need to rush for the after partayy though, instead should watch Iyaz an international artist performing..then u know ur standard right...

enuff said... wohoo..!

~Jadore Awin~

Tutti Frutti yum yum!

2010-11-20T20:00:00.000-08:00

What is Tutti Futti?
Tutti Frutti is a specialty frozen yogurt retailer with over 100 upcoming stores nation and world wide (California, Virginia, Georgia, Texas, Hawaii, Indonesia, Vietnam, Philippines, Tahiti, Mexico and etc).

Flavours
Original, Vanilla, Raspberry, Blueberry, and etc..

its a self-service dessert that you have to do on your own..

1st, choose your own cup sizes.
2nd, the flavours. choose which one u prefers the most.the price is counted by th weight, rm 5.30 per 100 gm i guess..
3rd, choose ur toppings..varies from fruits, jellies, almonds, chocs raisin, oreo and lots more!

then kachingg time to payy! try out its yummy!

~Jadore Suga~

Ili Dayana Bday Dinner

2010-11-18T22:47:00.000-08:00

Happy Sweet 21st Bday dear!

thank you for the Lovely Dinner!
Venue : Caffeinnes (somewhere in Jalan Damai)

fatin,ain basyira,Me and lynn
with Basyira ahah..=)

Hadi(future engineer), Me and Manraj (the pilot)

yes with Erin, marion counter to be =)

~Jadore Awin~

Happy Eid Qurbani =)

2010-11-17T21:20:00.000-08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha peeps..
Mohon Maaf atas segala salah silap..
Tahniah buat yang berjaya menunaikan haji pd tahun ini..
Semoga mendapat haji yang mabrur..

Note to myself...and maybe others..

"Jangan berbangga dengan Guess & Armani Exchange anda kerana...
Pakaian terakhir anda adalah Kain Kafan...
& perfume anda adalah kapur barus...

"Jangan berbangga dengan Honda Fit & Mercedes CLS anda kerana...
Kenderaan terakhir anda adalah Keranda yang akan diusung..."

"Jangan berbangga dengan Penthouse dan Banglo anda kerana...Tempat Istirehat anda yang terakhir adalah Kubur..."

"Jangan berbangga dengan Kehandsomeman atau Kecantikan anda kerana....Akhirnya menjadi santapan si Cacing dan Serangga"

Pengorbanan perlu dalam kehidupan di dunia yang fana bagi mendapat kehidupan yang sempurna di akhirat kelak...

Jantung hati gettin intelligent now

2010-11-17T21:14:00.000-08:00

surprisingly..beloved nephew hussein can fix his own Toy Story puzzle!he'll do Woody first because his favourite among others... and then continue with the rest...smart huh? u go boy!!

errr...kalau xcomel satu saat xboleh ke???

=)

~Angah Wynn~

copied from BB'yem'

2010-11-15T21:35:00.000-08:00

Someone has written these beautiful words. Let's together read and try to understand the deep meaning of it.

They are like the ten commandments to follow in life all the time.

1] Prayer is not a "spare wheel" that you pull out when in trouble, but it is a "steering wheel" that directs the right path throughout.

2] Why is a Car's WINDSHIELD is so large & the Rear view Mirror is so small? Because our PAST is not as important as our FUTURE. So, Look Ahead and Move on.

3] Friendship is like a BOOK. It takes few seconds to burn, but it takes years to write.

4] All things in life are temporary. If going well, enjoy it, they will not last forever. If going wrong, don't worry, they can't last long either.

5] Old Friends are Gold! New Friends are Diamond! If you get a Diamond, don't forget the Gold! Because to hold a Diamond, you always need a Base of Gold!

6] Often when we lose hope and think this is the end, GOD smiles from above and says "Relax, sweetheart, it's just a bend, not the end!

7] When GOD solves your problems, you have faith in HIS abilities; when GOD doesn't solve your problems HE has faith in your abilities.

8] A blind person asked : "Can there be anything worse than losing eye sight?" He replied: "Yes, losing your vision!"

9] When you pray for others, God listens to you and blesses them, and sometimes, when you are safe and happy, remember that someone has prayed for you.

10] WORRYING does not take away tomorrow's TROUBLES, it takes away today’s PEACE.

Piala Tunku Ampuan Najihah 2010

2010-11-15T21:34:00.000-08:00

As some of you might know, that this is an event that will be held for like every two years..be it at TKC or CBN.. they will take turns eventually.. yes what else, NETBALL GAMES..

This year, it was held at TKC.. and so being a big fan of netball and a responsible old girls of CBN, myself, Ili, Alia and Farhanim went to TKC..
its like a road trip okayh... =), my Pantai hse became a checkpoint for everyone to gather..its feels good to be in the middle of KL and S'gor though..hehe..
myslef,farhanim,ili,kak fiza and lya

the score, 1st time TKC won in history

the referee is gossiping with us, about the other 'bias' + gila kuasa referee

the royal tent
yes, CBN cheerleaders, ADELE.
but they were not really cheering during the game, i cheered more i guess!
CHECK BOLA..!! HANDS!! CHECK PASSING!! SIDE!!
TKC's BAND..
next time please play some energetic song besides Ulik Mayang..
its noonand u can be veryy sleepy..
the players..good job ppl just unlucky that day..

Knocked OUT!
right after swimming...
they were thrilled to see the pool and ya after a hot day in the sun, swimming is good thing to do isn't it?
took some photos underwater..will grab from ili soon...

I had great time with u people..Love Love..
Ili, Lya n Anem..
hoping that our bbq n broga plans is ON ok!

~Jadore Awin~

P.U.R.P.L.E

2010-11-13T23:12:00.000-08:00

woot woot..
how's everybody? how's weekends going on?
On Sat, i had to do a favour for beloved mother..
Tupperware were having a Director's Recognition Rally at the KL Conv Centre, but it was not the ordinary hall but it was at the Auditorium though.
just like a normal event, and being a good daughter i went with her there, coincidentally was wearing purple as mama's organization's colour theme is Purple, where they have this so called formal attire that each of the sales force owned.

didn't get to eat my breakfast though someone had promised to take me out for bfast yet it didn't happened obviously but then was replaced by a brunch of a croissant chicken sandwich. and ya let me share with you this yummy soup that can be tried at Aquaria's food court.
they have many choices, from mushroom soup, clam chowder and many more. can give a try okay if u're a big fan of soupy dishes. its reasonable and cost only for RM 8.9o yes yes u're eating a soup in a bread..=)

Then in the evening,had awesome and wonderful dinner, huu haa time with dearie bestie, Ili Diyana at TGiF Wangsa Walk.. she'll be flying off soon to London to pursue her ACCA so i grab the opportunity to spend some quality time together with her. From there we continued the chit chat at NZ...From Man Utd game til Liverpool started to play.. wee wee..

p/s : gonna miss this moments once u r 1000 miles away from me

~Jadore Suga~

Jom Cherpom next trip!!

2010-11-12T03:20:00.000-08:00

environmental friendly

2010-11-12T02:42:00.000-08:00

ouh please have mercy for me..
make my bathing time worthwhile as i shampooed my hair and all..
i just hate the smell of the cigarette smoke u people..
no offence, just be considerate..
i have a right to a clean environment okay esp in my own house that clearly stated my name as the main tenant...
i'm so caught in the middle..

gasp gasp i need

at this point of time i feel like running away..
from all this crapt..
take me awayy...!!

~Jadore Suga~

here it goes..

2010-11-12T02:27:00.000-08:00

~Jadore Suga~

2010-11-12T02:15:00.000-08:00

Devo Ariesya

NO BOYFRIEND , NO PROBLEM :)

the boifee's youngest sister posted this as her status...
i'm kinda agree though but...my biggest concern will be..

" so kalau Kak Nisa xde abg, xde lah problem ya?" =)
camno nie dik sapa nak jawabkan?
hehehehe... i just hate it when it conflicts with ur own interest.

~Jadore Suga~

very2 worth posting..

2010-11-11T23:55:00.000-08:00

it was taken from a dear friend of mine, Lai's blog.. laipixie.blogspot.com
it may take ur precious few minutes to read up, trust me its worth it...rather than checking ur twitter for people's update, right? nonsense!

note : this is not a romantic love scene in a movie set..open up ur eyes..

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you.

She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.

But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question.

This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.

But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.

The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release.

The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing.

I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible.

Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy.

Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain.

From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.

I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again.

I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger.

I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.

Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce.

My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you. If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

~Jadore Suga~

the illusion of the heart

2010-11-11T22:14:00.000-08:00

HATI.semua org ada hati..
tapi adakah semua mempunyai hati dan perasaan?
bila hati dah dicuri, apa jadi?
bila hati tidak berdetik, hilang ke hati tadi?
si pencuri dah tak nak hati tu lagi?
ke nak curi hati lain dengan berhati-hati agar tidak diperhati?
macam mana pulak dengan hati yang dilukai?
warna apa sebenarnya hati ni?
org kata merah hati,? iye ke ni?
hati kita je ke yang bermonolog sendiri?
sebab mungkin hati kita dah jauh hati...
hati nie.....
jgnlah mcm niey

janganlah main hati....
bila suka ,ada hati...
bila takut, hati nie kecut,
bila sedih, hati pun pedih...
bila ketawa, hati ikut suka...
bila marah, kecil pulak hati...
bila kecewa, hancur luluh hati...
bila takut, mcm hati ayam..
bila degil, hati sekeras batu..
bila dengki..berbulu hati..
bila xbertimbang rasa...xde hati perut..
bila insaf..hati 'ber'nurani...
bila ikhlas hati kita terbuka...

tapi ade ke orang yang sanggup sama2 jaga hati kita nie?
ke hati kita, hati kita jer?
boleh tak kita nak hati org lain dgn hati kita ada sama2?

org kata rambut asal mmg hitam tp hati lain2..
tapi kalau hati saya memang dekat dia sahaja?
tp hati dia ada ke dekat saya?
JADI.....
kita kena berhati-hatilah lah ye nak cari hati...

~Jadore Suga~

blogging is interesting

2010-11-11T21:49:00.000-08:00

reason being i do blog because i know that people will read and ya track my life...
for me it takes not everyone to be a blogger and a good one indeed.

i don't blog for YOU to know what's been happening to me okayh...

i wish my parents can read so that they will eventually know what i want..haha...
but they have given me the most of everything..so at least i have something to do rather than doing stupid things elsewhere..
rather than spending money for nothing, and wasting time...blogging can help u to curb all that..
i can be bad when u don't expect me to be..
somehow i'm just an ordinary girl living in an extraordinary world.

let's bring back old memories...

2010-11-11T06:22:00.000-08:00

to the world you are someone...
to someone you are the world....

are we still traveling on the same train going towards the same journey?
or have i step out and let u continue the journey on your own?
many have left the train which they used to take with us..
some still stay, some had backed off and some just gave up..
did we give in to anyone as we have been seating tight right to each other all this while?
am i still the World for you and vice versa?
its good to question back coz sometimes the heart just don't care coz it feels that it has got...

~ Jadore Suga~

brand new territory..

2010-11-11T05:41:00.000-08:00

As some of u might know, i'm currently renting and putting up in Pantai Hillpark since 1st college did not want to acknowledge my presence there though i've represented them for SukMum n all but ya boo you 1st college. To cut short the story.. todaayy i did spring cleaning for the room... what can u expect when everyday seems to be a bz day and i just wake up, rushing up to class come home, do tutorials and go to bed.. so basically didn't have much time to really look after a small room though.. to bring the exam mood and aura to do some work on hols i rearrange some of the stuff inside, add up some new stuff too..

okay note: if u r single, or , maybe having a helpful boyfriend but later he will always bring up the matter as in 'mengungkit' never stay in an apartment or even a well do condo aite.. i ended up bringing up the stuff on my own for about 3 round trips up to 1oth floor,. thanks to useful trolley that costs me over 100 bucks ( at least the trolly won't mengungkit don't they?)

not to bragg i can say im'ma tough chick tough haha...

i assembled 2 IKEA's furniture on my own using hammer and ya apparently injured my precious thumb to go for bowling laterr... haiya...sokay its a good experience too!

ok let's just not talk too much and let the pic do the talking..

Tools that u need to have...

WELCOME to...
My territory..
u must abide by my LAW, my ORDER n my RULES
(note: bought the letters from Cotton On Kids, Sunway)

the view at night
"through my window i can see Menara KL, but not you or me "( bunkface tune)

princess sleeps here...
Theme : Red, Black and White

that's the Antonius drawer's I fixed on my own...cool huh?
xcool sudah..saya berjaya, awak belum tahu okay?

where inspiring moments arrive, the part that i will never lose my sight on..

The Andy drawers by the side yes again piled up by muah..

Look! i can see stars on my ceiling right above my sleeping bed..
yes i can say i'm a big dreamer..
" I can really use a wish right now"
hey, THINK BIG ok!

~Jadore Suga~

a comeback maybe?

2010-11-11T05:08:00.000-08:00

Check....check....1,2.....

hey ho hello peeps and dearie blog...

yes yesz...i know i've been such a terrible blogger of not updating it and ya a disease to the heart of not letting out major issues that the tiny precious heart n mind have to deal with...
anyway...what's been up? apparently.. i was actually going to blog about super duper 21st birthday for the date of 7 June, right after the last entry.. but what happen was......

i did try to juggle everything in the 1st semester of 3rd year in the Law school
too much of everything can Really make u sick, huh?

beloved 3 years laptop is not functioning.. i cannot even switch it on..
is that a sign to get a new one instead...?
currently using lil' (though he's taller than me) brotha lappy that i've bought together with wonderBB.. yesz the Mini HP..
gosh, its small for me to handle isn't it? wut more i have vision probs but at least it helps me up to finish my assignments! thank u dear mini lappy..
u're small yet very useful.

so people...currently i'm back..hopefully will stay a bit longer in here..will try my best as now i'm on hols waiting to sit for my Environmental Law paper on the 9th Dec..
try to update as many as i can...u know retrospective events tahaa..
so loyal readers, stalkers, friends, rivals.. eX'es', reasonable man, yes YOU...

~Jadore Suga~

what i need the most NOW...

2010-06-03T06:26:00.000-07:00

~xOxO~

Everything seems to be IMPOSSIBLE...

2010-06-02T19:11:00.000-07:00

and full with EXCUSES.

this is a story about a GIRL and a BOY. they Used to be so much IN LOVE. the Girl thought that the LOve for him will never fade, but until one day the worse nightmare she ever imagined happens and now its Fading. though the Boy seems to threaten her that she can never leaves Him, but hey, She'll not be the losing party, you are.. no doubt you have known her for more than half a decade but who cares.. its not the years that counts...

G: Let's go out, KLCC?
B: huh? that's is so outdated people are going to Pavi now, KLCC is nothing.

( KLCC was among the MOST visited place when they first met.. 3 days in a row to KLCC but now..)

G: Let's watch movie, at TGV KLCC?
B: r u kidding me? the seats are so small we can't even rest our legs properly.

( TGV KLCC was the 1st cinema they went for their 1st movie together. she waited for him, with a popcorn in her hands and a cup of Iced Lemon tea.)

G: Let's eat at Food Court? and we'll buy drinks from Cold Storage down there, much cheaper.
B: what? we buy our food here and you want to go down again just to get a bottle of water? i just don't buy drinks here and will drink later.

(last time, they can go up and down the escalator from the top floor til the Entrance just to kill the time so that they can spend their time together. not to mention the Staircase,. even to the puzzle shop.. one store to the other.,well at least get her some water lah deyy!!)

G: Let's walk to Pavi from KLCC?
B: r u crazzy?? its quite a distance.. plus its not safe.. let's just Drive..

(well they used to walk from KLCC to BB like nothing else matters.. the journey to get there was so much fun, crossing roads, chit chatting all the way...)

G: hey i"m trying this, don't go too far..(the Girl comes out from FR,and like..eh..)hello, where are you, i'm fitting this, come over and see whether it suits me or not its a good bargain.i feel like
buying.( via cell phone okayh.)
B: err...i"m in the fitting room too..

the Girl back off and ya just wait outside the shop and tadaa there's a paper bag in his hand with his clothes inside..

(well well well... how was it back then,..
B: hey i think this suits you, try it on... i'll hold ur bag, and will be waiting outside the fitting room and ya just come out and let me have a look..)

what seems impossible,?
what it takes to love and be loved.
some people say that LOVE is BLIND.
but i think it gets BLINDER when u have gone through down the lane for years in the relationship.
its not the fact that its getting stronger but the fact that you have to keep the LOVE alive and ON FIRE..
its not an easy thing..

moral of the story of Girl and Boy is that the Girl is trying to go back to where it all begins.from the START. sometimes as years goes by, people tend to forget where they coming from. when there's no past, there's no today, and when there's no today definitely there's no tomorrow. new things comes in between but to keep the core or the gist of it, we still have to go back to where it all started. it has to be BOTH of them and their EFFORT. then only it will work. Come on Boy,. don't give her hard time. she can't be fighting this all alone. thank God she's trying to fight for the same LOVE type. if I were HER, i'll fight for another LOVE no point having the same. CHANGE.

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start .

Xpayah nak countdown sangat memang tak berbaloi...

2010-06-02T19:01:00.000-07:00

like what 7 days to go, now down to 5.. ??what is it all about? what does it mean to you?? simply, because u think u HAVE to do it? ouh no better DON'T..its not necessary. its more worth to post something else rather than keep on counting.BHOO you!to be frank, i expect NOTHING, but to become more mature and be more wiser and just could not be bothered.

I need you now...Lady Antebellum

2010-06-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor (Perfect memories.. stuck in my mind) Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time (whenever it reminded me of YOU)

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door (another shot of shisha,,,)
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all..

Its JUNE..!!

2010-06-02T08:34:00.000-07:00

what's going on??
well apparently in the pursuit of MASUM games.
so far, we are on the track... in other words chances of winning is still there..
tomorrow, 3rd June.. UM v UiTM... gosh will be seeing former uni okayh..
nevermine, game is a game, UiTM tetap dihatiku.. haha.. UM is still the priority.

besides that, seriously this month there's too many birthdays okayh..including..
MINE...hahaha....ok lets not talk about it,. not in the mood yet.
make it short, boleh pokai okayh..
will have to wish everyone,like ONE SHOT and ya have to transfer contacts ASAP.
if not, its hard to wish ppl and ya to know who wishes me as well.

June oh June..
well to think back its been almost 1/2 a year for 2010..
so far everything is doing just fine..
alhamdulillah..syukur..
but there's more to be achieved and accomplished,insyallah..

what else...??
SOUTH AFRICA, WORLD CUP..!!!
okayh everyone is down with this 'FEVER'..
which team I'm supporting??
BRA.....ZIL... BRAZIL definitely... hehe..
hoping to get the jersey soon.. hehe..

last but not least,
the DARK SIDE of JUNE..
its been almost 2 years.. but it felt like only yesterday.
"come here rude boy, boy....."hurm..

hoping for a FABULOUS,FANTASTIC JUNE...!!
~xOxO

Wishing you..

2010-05-31T18:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY.
Another wonderful year of happiness and joy.

Boifee's Graduation

2010-05-25T18:19:00.000-07:00

i knew it,!! can u imagine my pose?

years back...

" aku takkan melupakan mu, xkan meninggalkanmu, xkan menduakan cintamu ku bersumpah"
song by Radja.

this was the significant song when he was 1st called to uitm seri iskandar to pursue his studies.
i was so devastated because i have to face another long distance relationship.
i knew everything was going to change, as at that point of time i was still schooling.
and ya who does not love U life u tell me?
gosh!

but thank God, with much prayers, WE survived KL-Perak,Perak-KL for almost 4years.
day by day, weekends by weekends.. we managed to went through it.
of course there were bitters and sweetness in it.

and todayy this is it..
the day has finally arrived..
Boifee's Convocation Day..
i'm happy for you and could not be more proudest than anyone can be.
i can't wait for MINE..!!
haha.. tears and joy... U're graduated!!

CONGRATULATIONS & CELEBRATIONS!!

the proudest parents of HIS

i'll always be THERE for YOU..

BIG HAPPY FAMILY

(more pics in his FB)

Happy 6.3 of Anni

2010-05-22T17:51:00.000-07:00

watched Bounty Hunter with UM Netballers MASUM.
at the end of the story, when both Jennifer Aniston and Gerald Butler were in the cell, they wished each other "HAPPY ANNIVESARY".
and i quickly turned to him, and ya, "happy annivesary".
what else can i say..
u're just right next to me.
somehow you did not wish me over FB.
ya small tingy.. maybe we have celebrated too many is it?
whatever.
make me HAPPY. full stop.

MASUM ?

2010-05-21T18:01:00.000-07:00

reason why i was too busy not updating you bloggie because ya i'm involved with MASUM.
Majlis Sukan Universiti Malaysia. Inter-Varsity.
i never expect this would happen but alhamadulillah rezeki as i approached one of the players and they said that they did not have enough players. i'm just trying my luck in the team and it happened so sudden. so i'm Totally, fully occupied. got to know new people called FRIENDS. all of them are from Sports Science. tired,exhausted? yes definitely. but believe me once you have an interest for something the spirit comes within you to just push yourself over the limit. hoping for the best in the tournament. do come if you are free as UM is the home ground, from 29th-5th June at Pusat Sukan. FIGHT FOR WIN...!!

Bonding time.

at Kak Sham's hse
Syafa and Kecik

Naz and Faez

Yati and Idan

Yati,Kak Husna,Naz,Kak Lynn

Yati,Naz,Kak Zu,Kak Husna,JA

HEROES??

.one team one dream.

Mya's and Twin's 21st

2010-05-16T17:46:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st Birthday Fellas!!

Nurul Amirah bt Mohd Lokman @ MYA
Nutliyana & Noor Ain bt Noor @ KEMBA

'LEGAL'

" qualified for Genereal Election"

"key to the FREEDOM"

"love u girls..!!"

~xOxO~

Is it wrong to fall in Love again..??

2010-05-14T09:34:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine: I think i've fallen in love,is it wrong?(since she already has a steady bf)
JA: No. Its not appropriate. =),

Falling in Love is easy,
but staying in love is what it count.

I'm not Dr Love for God sake, but at least.. through few experiences, i gained a lot of priceless knowledge about love. believe me its not about theory but mainly about taking it as a whole.
Having said I'm not a Pro, so put it in a way of if you feel its true then go ahead and nod ur head, but if its the other way round, can't help it. have it your way.

what i need the most now is...
to fall in LOVE again... are you crazzzyy? with whom??
with the same person....like who? TOP SECRET!!
others?? not in the nearest moment or maybe not even a lil bit.

why?
its the brand new feeling when u really have fallen for someone..
when u just can't stop thinking about him/her..
as when you can't help ur fingers to dial up or text him..
u can't wait to meet each other..
u'll feel excited.. day after another, hurry TOMORROW..
the wishes..
day and night,(good morning,afternoon,evening and night)
the hugs and kisses in every text, XoXo, mmuahhxx..!!
the cheerful voice of, not HELLO but YELLLOWWW...
the "u put down the phone 1st then it'll be my turn"
the AM-PM call, like 3 o'clock in the morning??
the nothing else but movies marathon... its not about the ratings but err,queuing at the cinema, the Longer the Better..
ouh ya very important, like u just get seated,
"are u cold do u need anything? " there u go... out of no where the hands come slipped rights next to you and waaw.. u are even wrapped by HIS sweater!! howdy sweet!!
the Massive traffic jams,or the delay of the tube, ouh never mind.. we get to spend more time...
aha.. let's go into the cramped train,instead of the empty ones..
the calls after like the whole day out, and ouh come on u've seen each other and still wants to call each other??
when the cell phone credits running LOW, "hey,i'm calling from the public phone"
simply, the EVERYTHING about delaying the time from moving too fast like there's no tomorrow to see each other....and spending time together..
how every seconds counts..

another thing..
i miss you coloured papers, scissors, glue, fancy wrappers, magic colours..
and all the art tools needed when i'm creating something...
ouh God, u can't imagine how much i missed creating cards, writing down beautiful notes of LOVE,expressing my thoughts, i even miss rhyming words like,

north south east and west, u r simply the best.
DG is yellow, Celcom is Blue, i really LOVE you. waaargh!!!

last time, i even collected the chocolates wrappers just to add some creativity in my art-piece.
now, whenever i go to bookstores or art stores, i see all the equipments are kinda ready made.
it just takes some effort to just stick it together and making it as a bigger picta.. thinking back,
last time i used to cut my own alphabets like A,B,C,D till Z making own shapes and what else didn't i do? ( deyy its getting more high tech and ppl are getting more lazier).

that's what lovers do aite?
the UNEXPECTED and can be the MOST STUPID things in the world..
but as time passes by, when u recap all those memories and u'll realize how funny were those actions and how great was ,it has made u a grown man/person.

don't make assumption.
i want to be in LOVE again. FULLSTOP.

~xOxO~

ADAMAYA -- ANISA--AWIN??

2010-05-13T08:27:00.000-07:00

okayh i know this been going around like so popular and to be frank,

i've fallen in love with this simple story right from the beginning..
and because of this, i started to be good with Catch Up TV. yeay!

its all about the sequence from the movie, I'm not Single and ya it continues as a Drama, called..

ADAMAYA. i'm not really a big fan of Lisa Surihani but big YES for Sein (Ruffedge) haha..!!
he's just cool. the way he acts, just makes my heart goes dupp dupp dupp dupp..!!

muahhxx!!

i don't think i need to tell the synopsis..
about arranged marriage between young couple and all the conflicts..
though some can be not so realistic but never mind there's always a message to be conveyed to the people..
love the OST- yang terindah..
it is so gonna be one of COMPULSARY track for my wedding haha..
acoustic babeyh!

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah

(p/s: Nak cari LELAKI mcm ADAM....anyone???)

Silence is Golden,?

2010-05-12T11:25:00.001-07:00

i'm kinda person who prefers to stay silence especially when i am at the top knot of ANGER.
but i do believe that 'when you do NOTHING, NOTHING can go wrong'
quoted from MR Bean's movie, the one regarding the art piece.
i hope my silence will not confuse me in the end as sometimes things get messed up and it turns out to be so CONFUSING.
i just hate being SILENCE.
as i'm pretty much talkative and ya cant help my mouth shut when it supposed to be.

'diam diam ubi berisi'

updating........

2010-05-09T10:51:00.000-07:00

hello hye salam kabare..!!! how's everyone doing?? GOOD!!

woweee...its been almost 3 months since my last post!!
what's been going on??
yes yes many things... currently just finished my Finals!
and sort of on hols...but decided to do my short sem course still, i hope that i will have the time to update you, tha BLOG...
gosh I miss typing like lotsa of things and hoping not to loose my grip on this blogging thaing..

(wahai cik Blog,jgnla merajuk dgn saya dan buat hal lambat2 bila saya nk update ye. BE NICE.)

mmuuuahhhxxx!!

Tok Ngah's Anni

2010-03-14T10:50:00.000-07:00

it was my Tok Ngah's Annivesary, the 50th!!

Professor Dr. Hj. Mohd. Taib Osman January 1991 - March 1994

this is my Tok Ngah. he was the former UM vice chancellor back in 1991-1994.
so when he heard that I am in the Uni, he said that the legacy continues.
maybe.
what makes me wanna blog about this is because...

hurm..
i'm amazed how two people can live and sustain their marriage for that long, 5o years man.
salute.!!!
looking at this, i wish that one day i hope to have and experience this wonderful journey of 50 years and maybe more with my life partner,..

at the event,
it was like having another wedding..
haha..
there was statue wearing their "baju nikah"...
omg.so cute! i wanna keep my baju nikah as well laterrr..and do something like this definitely.
the food was good...
and as for doorgifts we received, surah Yassin and ya may God bless them!

so let's cherish the LOVE aite before its too LATE!
14/03 - OMG haha...!!

a visit to the MANSION

2010-03-13T10:38:00.000-08:00

not mine but Zou's...
she had moved from Klang to Shah Alam around sec 13.
u r nearer bestie..haha..
it was unplanned as she insisted, and ya we took a long ride to SA as SA was darn hot..
as usual, it was beyond expectation and it was FABULOUS!
as right now i'm collecting some ideas for the new CRIB as well, ehem2...(ok my lips is sealed)
so ya its good to know her place and can't wait to CRASH OVER!!

SLUMBER PARTAAYYY...!!

soon aite bestie!

some sneak peak okayh..

(err not peeking on other gals okayh,.oppyssy woot woot..=)

~xOxO~

Diva's Day Out

2010-03-12T09:27:00.000-08:00

ok the DIVA thing is n ot something that i've created or what but according to my ASASI batch, since the 4 of us, myself Zou,Olie and Ad were so and tlike close and living life like a diva, going here and there in our cars, shopping, going for latest movies,and what not so they brand us DIVA. gosh! but never mind it sounded kinda glamorous though! haha. so we finally get to see each other the 4 of us. it was at MarchEs,the Curve. it was my first time there and i thought it was some kind of market okay. its actually a restaurant in a market concept and u have to really self service on ur own. it was Zou's 2nd time so she helped me around to choose my own meal. it was great. i recommend it and go and try okayh.

we ate and chit chat. later, we covered most of the areas in the restaurant by taking photos and thank u to mr Abg helpful who was willing to take our pictas. then we did the usual thaing,window shopping and ya went for snooker'ing' and Foosball'ing' it was awwsome!!!

dear DIVA's...
its been so long...
i'm glad we had this meet up..
i love you GIRLS. let's do this again some other time aite.

D.I.V.A
fav shirt currently, JADORE!
ouh ya mirror2 on the wall..
haha.. love this mirror coz it makes u look slimmer..

~xOxO~

Sudut Pidato with Astro Awani

2010-03-09T09:11:00.000-08:00

'weyh2 dtg cepat lepas kelas sokong kitorg,kitorg need korg nye vote"..

okayh,since our friends insisted..we made our way to KPS and support them.
Shahrul,Leng and Daus. there's this one Astro Awani programme entitle, Sudut Pidato whereby there will selest the best 3 speakers from each uni in the nation and interview them with the Timb.Menteri Pengajian Tinggi. it went smooth. Daus and Leng were selected. i was interviewed regarding the issue of having the "speaker's corner" back in UM. haha. when it appeared on tv, mama was like calling everyone, and "bukak channel nie dak Awin kua tv" lorgh,chill. its only for about like few mins. but i'm glad that i don't look BIG or suddenly EXPANDED in the tv screen haha... =)

Shahrul, Daus and Azzairi

Adik's main ZAPIN

2010-03-07T08:55:00.000-08:00

Venue: ASWARA,KL

All of us, myself,mama,bapak,abg,kak jan n hussein yes the lil' kiddo went to watch this event which adik participated. you see so far, since adik enrolled to this School of Art i never miss any of his big time show. it is so much fun to see the beauty of the Art. though i'm not very good at it but at least i can appreciate. Hussein cried when there's a scene about two guys joking around as they hit each other, he thought it was violent and when he saw ADIK,Yan coming out he screamed, "adik...adik.." and cried. haha., good kid. all in all it was BRAVO. good job Brotha, i'm proud of you..!! no we are proud of you. go go Zapin!!

MPA @ PICC

2010-03-06T11:18:00.000-08:00

its the ASTAR's (1st College,Dahsyat 5x) Annual Dinner. @ MPA, Majlis Penganugerahan Astar.
the theme was Glitters and Glamorous, but ya the fact that its just a college,so i don't really made up to it. no offence Astarians.

it was held at PICC gosh it was miles awayy.. i can say from a nice thonged hair from the sallon, it became straight and it was really torturing as i couldn't lay back my head coz it will spoiled the hair! beauty is torturing! as usual the honourable boifee drove me there convoyed with syak,emi,naz,leng n farina. we decided,for the girls to just wear the traditional outfit. the food was catered by EDEN catering,not bad,impressive. but the most unforgettable moments was.....

tadaa!!

p/s: never forget to bring ur SLR with you whenever u're going to Putrajaya okayh. u'll regret it later. if u don't have one, just be brave to borrow from ur pal. its worth it!!!

(note: kawin nnt nak pakai baju kawin amik gamba kat sini okayh,haha BERANGAN..)

ok this was inspired by one of the picta seen at Sarimah Ibrahim's wedding photo;
when she wore the WHITE wedding dress walking down on the GREEN grass and it was PERFECTO!
(mood: berangan again)

luv it, Salam Taj Mahal
and plse: Leng ko bukan SRK,or Raj Aryan ok!

feeling2 sblm masuk court.

love this, credit to mr Boifee =)

and who's boyfriend is this??

alalala.."newlywed"nie..
(zaman saya dah berlalu, =(

hehe feeling naik COACH...bus!

yanie...former rumate with bf,Din.
they look good!

with rumate, Shir Hwa.

syak,emi,farina,JA,nax and azzairi

WonderGirls [Goals not injuries]

2010-03-03T08:50:00.000-08:00

no this is not about the famous hits song..
i'm talking about Girls who can kick some Balls..
FUTSAL..

every year in our Law Faculty,UM we willl have this Friendly, i stress on the word FRIENDLY FUTSAL match called PIALA DEKAN (for the guys) and PIALA TIMBALAN DEKAN (for the girls).

last year was the 1st time we entered, and ya this year being the only representative for the 2nd year's batch for the girls, we took up the challenge again with better hope for winning.

we named our team as Wondergirls, and for the guys for our batch, they brand themselves as NOBODY BUT YOU. and of course we are the CHERPOM in general.

we have our own very comitted managers, Ayie and Lai.
they were the one handling our game schedule and ya preparing the medicine for own made 1st aid and the drinks. of course w e contribute some $$ but they were the one running here and there to get all the stuff needed.

to cut evertyhing short, we got 2nd place this year behind Botet the final year.
hurm.. hoping that next year we will get a better place whichs is the Champ, and ya start training early and be fit for stamina..gaga.. though there were few drama's here and there, well its just a game,, and for those who are not used to a GAME, u r so Lame in booing ppl and ya have less respect for ppl. injuries are like COMMAND for Games so i dont give a sh*t for those saying i'm 'rough'. ADA AKU KISAH? Boo.

ok its pictas time!! *click click*

i love you GIRLS a lot!
thank you for ur contributions!

ouh ya credit to Capiq's (boifee's bro) futsal shoe!

omg i look so BOOSOUK in this pic.
surprise bday for SHAHRUL SYAFIQ ZAMRI at RASTA!
happy 21st bday!

finally,the COACH (no not the DREAM handbag that i'm crazee about)
thank you for the yelling...scolding and what not..
ILY,=)

LAWNiTE 09/10

2010-02-27T07:58:00.000-08:00

venue : Sheraton Imperial Hotel, Kuala Lumpur
date : 27 February 2010
Theme: Splendid Memoir
Organized by : The Lawnite Committee Faculty of Law UM

i'm one of the committee member,in the performance bureau. we've been working so hard for the past 8 moths to make this night a REALITY. we've faced many things and personally this is not the 1st time i join this kind of event tingy. but ya forget about all the bad things and just look on the +ve side of it. most of the pics is in the V-CAM, have not transferred it yet due to the format and software not avilable in the lappy have to wait for abg to do it.. but nvrmind. there's some were tagged in FB and shall put that first. ouh ya good thing about this year's Lawnite. i get to design and do my own so called 'dress'. bought the materials, and designed on my own. but of course with some advice from the beloved Boifee.. (i thanked u for that). thanks to Mama for the funding..because she knows her dot2 very well.. its quite hard to get a decent ready made dress for me as i have long arms and ya quite tall.

good thing about the event:
- get to MELARAM. thank you Adik for the make up,though i know he was not feeling that day.
Luv the hair, MENJADI. -went on smoothly
-had the opportunity to use the Sheraton room which overlooking KLCC,nice view.
-Syak proposed to Emi in front of everyone and they are officially together..FINALLY..so dramatic.
-it was SPLENDID.

-ve's: -did not get proper meal from the morning til the event ends
-running in heels was killing me..had to change to so called, the asal bole janji ada kasut and end up in barefoot
-some misunderstanding with the Boifee as he was ya like waiting all the time..
-did not get to hire a photographer and i dont even have a pic individually taking up from head to toe. ( advice: never depend on ppl,esp ur BF i know this for sure now)
-ouh the DJ was not really the one for the event... i've thought so and already standby with my own cd's and songs but ya who cares.. should have hit those clubs but naahh was darn tired.

once again, just would like to take the opportunity to congratulate Syak and Emi once again.. Welcome to the club,Lovers.! we shared the same months for the official date.. the symbolic month of Love, February.. stay strong and keep the LOVE growing aite.

fitting time..

with YB, Ashree.. haha MPP for the Faculty

ya with Neo, coursemate, i always feel she looks a bit like
Kate Hudson, chinese version.

with Meen..Cherpom famly.

(promise to put up lots picta from the V-cam later)

XoXo

tracking entree.. coming soon..

2010-02-23T09:14:00.000-08:00

taken at DUKE

LAWNITE 27/2
FUTSAL 3/3
MPA 6/3
ADIK's MAIN ZAPIN 7/3
SUDUT PIDATO 9/3
DIVA's DAY OUT 12/3
ZOU's MANSION 13/3
TOK NGAH's ANNI 14/3
PAK LONG's AUTOGIOGRAPHY LAUNCH 15/3
FESENI 2010, YELLOWish 16/3
ONE TEAM ONE DREAM 18/3
COOKING CONTEST @ OP 20/3
6.1 ANNI 22/3

6 years of up's and down's

2010-02-22T08:41:00.000-08:00

and the drinks was,

ASMARA and CINTA

cBay's

Bee's

i cant believe this but, Happy 6years Kamal Abdul Qayyum a.k.a Baybee Cammy.
gosh, i've been saying this like almost hundred times, 'mcm xcaye je kan'..
well, how time flies..
nothing much i can say, but i PRAY for happiness and the best for US in the nearest FUTURE.

"kamik sayang kitak"

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Kamal 'Kem' Qayyum “The minute I heard my
first love story I started looking for you, not knowing how blind
that was... Lovers don't finally meet somewhere... They're in each
other all along.” Happy 6 years anniversary,sayang...-ur dearest cammy

thank you for a wonderful dinner.i was told to close my eyes for about 15 mins.
luckily i have a good sense of directions.haha.

'ouh i taw, u nk bwk i pegy makan dekat sini e, situ, bukan? ouh yg kedaiwarna putih2 tu ke? ha..quatro? eh takk.. mane nie.. ouh yes yes,kedai2 deret2 kat Damai tue..tadaa..biarlah RAHSIA namanya.

surprise..!!

it was so casual yet memorable. we enjoyed the food.
though it was not in a big portion, but ya it was still filling.
"alah, org bercinta, dia tengok dia,yang dia tengok dia, kenyang lah tu.."i remembered his Mummy said this 6 years back.

deep down, i dont really expect a wonderful evening with all these, but dear,
i'm truly thankful for everything.
sorry for all my wrongdoings, and ya my bad behaviour.

When We Found Each OtherWhen we two found each other,
we gained the finest prize:
a companion to share life’s joys,
a friend who lightens burdens,
whose company is always a comfort.
When we found each other,
we embraced the love we had dreamed of,
the source of endless pleasure
and memories to treasure.
May our anniversary remind us
of how precious that day was,
when we found each other.

i just can't stop LOVING you.

4eva n 4always,
ur ONE and ONLY,
~ Anisa Izwin @ BeEbEe GuRL..~

Ade suka ada duka

2010-02-14T19:14:00.000-08:00

14.02 its too symbolic for everyone as today is the Valentine's Day.

expressing this, is just to recap some old memories that have had make this person a better person.

few years back on this very particular date, there was this event called ROAD RUN, which was held her school, as in in Malay we call it MERENTAS DESA. ( apa yg desa nye pun aku xtaw sbb lari kat kawasan rumah je). now i shall continue in Malay to make it a bit dramatic i guess.. haha..due to some reasons, it may not sound as real as when it was truly happen, but ya i have to make some modifiations as it will not sound BIAS.

al kisah..

pada pagi yg hening, kelihatan ramai anak-anak muda berkumpul di tapak perhimpunan.

"sila beratur ikut kategori ye,tahap satu form 1 &2, Tahap dua form 3, Tahap 3, form 4&5" kata guru kepada anak muridnya.

"perghh selamat kite lawan ngn batch kite je, kalo x memang la xde harapan nk menang.." kata
anak gadis yg baru baik dpd Demam semalam.

"yelah tu kan.. weyh ko jgn tinggalkan aku taw biler lari nnt. hehe.aku taw laju tapi ingat la jugak kat aku nie.." kata rakannya.

"bole je tp tengokla kalo dah cam Slow sangat hehe..pandai2 la eh. aku xleh berhenti sgt nnt penat, and aku ade MISSION nie.. bole x, si Aid xbagi aku dtg hari ni sebab die kate aku ni dahla baru baik demam lari pun cam buang masa je, berapa sgnt je markah dpt kumpul utk rumah Emerald (hijau). ko tgkla wahai lelaki oi, akan ku sahut cabaran mu dgn penuh keyakinan.," tegas si anak gadis.

" yeke die cakap camtue? ape mslh die ngn ko? xokay2 lagi dpd hari tue?" tanya rakannya.

" belum, its getting worse.. die kate nk dtg jumpa aku japgy, nak settle katenye,ntah ye ke x, biarlah.,, aku nk lari dulu..huhue..weyh, ko nampak "K" x?hehe.. smalam die kate nk dtg lari semangat beli baju rumah sukan baru, dah la RUBY (rumah MErah) piraakk.,.!!" ngomel si Gadis.

"xde xnampak, kete cikgu Normala pun xde lagi, xdtgla kot. weyh jomla, senam robik dah nak start.." ajak si rakan.

sedang si Gadis melulu ke depan utk ikut senam robik yg ntah ape2,..
(baik buat stretching sendiri, kelihatan "K" memasuki ruang legar tapak perhimpunan sambil meletakkan tuala di lehernya, dan terus melulu.. si Gadis melemparkan senyuman kepadanya, hmm,.. HAMPEH.. xlayann..!!

kini tiba masa utk tahap si Gadis berlari.. menyusun strategi utk duduk di hadapan, dan terus berlari dengan rakan2 nya... lari punya lari punya lari.... da sampai, and MENANG..huhue...misi tercapai... (siap KAU..!)

si Gadis terus menuju ke bag nya, dan mengambil bekalan air yg dibawa, AIR SIRAP. huhue.

(flashing back : sblm kua uma, "BIK,kite nak bwak air, nnt haus lepas lari.."kata si Gadis kepada bibik nya. "amikla dalam ice box tue, ade air sirap, amik satu, satu lagi bagi Adik.." jawab si Bibik, "kite amik dua la, nnt bole share2 ngn kawan2.. nnt diorg minum air kite..hehe.." si Gadis berkata. )

sedang si Gadis berehat menunggu rakan2 nya yg lain.. si Gadis memerhati di sekeliling.. sambil berkata di dlm hati..

"mana Mamat nie? dah lari ke belum?"
"kalau dah lari, mesti menang, kata budak sukan.." tiba2..

"Sa, weyh cepat gila ko sampai..?" kata Arabella..
"eyh ko da sampai eh? hehe sory la aku tinggal ko btw aku MEnang.. hehe.. so kene tunggula utk amik hadiah japgi..., weyh ko nmpk "K" x? td pagi die dtg lambat.." tnye si Gadis.

"tahu aku nmpk ko kat depan tu ha beriye2 lari, aku ngn Maya yg lain kat belakang sempat bergossip la sane sini. hehe. tapi kan xsalah aku no 1-12 mmg geng kite byk la dapat..haha..ouh tak pulak, tengah lari kot. belum sampai lagi jomla lepak kantin jap." kata si Arabella.

Si Gadis dan rakan2 nya yg lain pun lepakla di kantin, port biase bile rehat dan biaselah mcm2 cite yang keluar.tup tup,

"Sa, tu ha 'K' baru sampai.." kata si rakan.
"mana2? a'ah la. dapat no berapa ha die? jap aku gy tnye.." kata si Gadis.

dengan menggalas beg Adidas Biru di bahu, si Gadis pun menyapa..

"Hai, baru sampai ye? dapat no berapa? menang x?" sapa si Gadis.
"Hi, a'ah.. ntah yg ke berapa ratus ntah.. fuhh.. penat gila..jauh betul lari.,. malas nk lari sangat pun.." jawab K.
"lah yeke..jauh? xdelah..pusing2 sini je kot.. xpelah at least rumah sukan dpt juga markah kan. nak minum?"tanya si gadis smbil mengoffer air nya.
" betul gak, ouh air apa? sirap? boleh gak,sikit.." jawab K.
"ouh nah2 amik yg nie saja bwk lebih sebab yelah haus kan lepas lari.." beri si Gadis botol yg baru yg masih penuh lagi airnya.
"ouh thanks. " balas K." emm ok lah jumpa lagi nk pegi dekat bag kejap," tambah K.
"ouh okay2.." jawab si Gadis..

mereka pun beredar dari situ..si Gadis dan rakan2 nya melangkah ke Dewan Terbuka dan melepak utk menunggu prize giving ceremony. sedang menuju ke destinasi, si Gadis ternampak 'K" berbual2 dgn seorg bdk ppuan di depan klinik la lebey kurang.. dlm hati.. hmm.. buat derk je org lalu depan die pun xnampak.. sokay sokay..(ok tu tambahan)..

"tempat pertama bagi kategori tahap 2 jatuh kepada.. AN_S_ I_W_ _ dari rumah EMERALD... " sebaik shj medal di kalungkan,, YES, ade bukti nk back up diri,

selesai sudah semuanya, si gadis dan rakan2 nya pun mengorak langkah utk pulang ke rumah.. tiba2..

"eyh, awak, menang eh? mcm kenal je nama bile diorg pgl tadi. emm kjap lagi org nak jumpa awak yeh.." kata "K" kpd si gadis..
"ha a'ah.. ouh bile? kat mana? dah nk balik nie.. (ceh2 mcm jual mahal la plak..) ouh ya botol kite mana?" tnye si gadis..
"ni ha ada.. "sambil menunjuk ke arah beg Deuter nye di bhgian tepi.
"ouh ok, dah tu nk buat harta la ye" tnye si Gadis.
" hehe. emm, jumpe kat depan la , TEMBOK. kjap je"kata "K".

kring kring kring kring.. telefon berdering..

"Hello, kat mana? dah abes dah? Aid on the way nie dah nk sampai..jumpa kat rumah la ye,sapa ade kat uma? tnye Aid.
" Ha, kat sekolah, dah nak habis, ha nk sampai? siapa suroh datang? lepas ni nk pegi Shah Alam la dengan Uncle Ravi, maktok,bibik adik smue ade kat uma.." tegas si Gadis.
"Aid dah otw dah nak sampai pun, tunggulah kjap, nk settle ni kalau tak memang tak settle2.. xpe jumpa kat luar je.. jgn lambat.." kata Aid.
" urgh..kenapa xfaham bahasa nie? suka menyusahkan diri dan org lain... dahla." teeeeet..telefon di matikan.

di TEMBOK.. ( great wall of wangsa..)
"weyh okla kitorg gerak dulu nk balik mandi smue.." kata Maya dan yg lain2..
"alrite, k lah weyh chow.." jwb si Gadis. (sambil bersalaman dgn care yg tersendiri...=) gosh miss that..!)

K pun dtg..
"dah nk balik dah? meh la org temankan, jalan skali.." katanya.
"ehh..xpela.. uma jauh la.. bole je jln sendiri dah biasa.."jwb si Gadis.
"eh xpe2 biar org teman.. lgpun nak balik skali ni.." back up si K
"eyh bukan tgl taman melati ke? yg tu hala ke sana kan..?" ceh ceh ceh..
"emm memanglah tp xpela.. jalan je lah.." kata si K.
" ouh okay,. sukatilah.." kata si gadis.. dlm hati.. (matilah aku kalo Aid nampak nie,, biar lah apesal nk takut..)

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"eyh tadi menang eh? congrats. tgk medal? terror jugak kan.." kata K.
"a'ah, nie.. eh xdela biase je.. " jawab si Gadis.
"hari ni buat apa? lepas nie.." tnye si K lagi
"kenapa? ouh sebab ari ni valentine? haha,ouh emm xbuat apa lepak2 je la penatla.. knape? "curious si gadis..
"xdela ingat nk ajak kua, diorg smue nk pegi klcc ramai2.. saje je tgk gelagat org hari ni.,.jomlah.."pelawa si K
"klcc? ouh xpelah not today..sbnrnye xsihat sgt skrg nie.. br baik demam.. lain kali jelah.."ditolak dengan baik oleh si Gadis.
"ye ke, okay la xpela camtue.. (koyakk ke bang? ) emm, nama Anisa Izwin kan? dulu pengawas mase form 2? tnya K.
" eyh mana tawu nie,..sapa bgtaw?" tnye si Anak Gadis
"eyh org tawula.. tgk magazine adik. huhue. byk jugakla tawu psl awak.." kata K.
"ouh yeke.. baguslah..org xtaw pape pun psl awk, eyh nama Kamal kan,? Kamal je kan?pgl Kem bole? tnye si Gadis.
" xdelah nama panjang lagi... Kamal Abdul Qayy.. Kem? xnakla mcm Gay je bunyi.. tp sukatilah xksah pun.. "kata K.
'ouh mcm tue.. emm.. eyh xpela berhenti kat sini jela.. da sampai pun.." kata si Gadis.
"ha.,? kate uma jauh? da sampai.. leyh..dekat sgnt kalo mcm ni hari2 pun bole teman jalan.. " pancing si K.
"a'ah da sampai saje je, kat tepi ujung tue je uma sbb tu la mcm pelik nk teman jalan."jwb si GAdis."emm k lah thanks teman jalan, nnt jumpa lagi la."
"ok xpe xde hal.. emm xpela nnt saye kol la awak mlm nie.." kata si K.
"kol? ha no fone pun dah ade? sape bagi? ni mesti keje budak2 tu" teka si Gadis.
"eyh xdela, nk mintak la ni. xgentle la xmintak sendiri. lg pun xknal sgt kwn2 awak tu segan nk mintak,," kate K..
"ouh emm.. (Sambil berfikir nak bagi ke x nie..).. ambikla.. 016-........ nak kol mlm eh? emm jgn lambat sgtla eh sbb nnt org dah tdo.." kata si Gadis.
" ouh thanks. pkl berapa tdo? "tnye si K.
"tgkla plg awal dlm kul 11 plg tak pun kul 1-2 camtue la.. "kata si Gadis
"ouh kul 1,2 eh.. pukul 2 lah org kol..hehe.." gedik si K,
"sukatilah..oklah balik dulu.. kim slm bdk2 tu nnt biler pegi klcc.."kata si Gadis.
"ok bye." jwb si K.

sedang si gadis menuju ke arah rumahnya,,kelihatan fizikan seorg lelaki sedang duduk tunggu di palang yg menandakan jalan mati. tanpa menghiraukan lelaki tadi anak gadis terus melulu masuk ke rumah.

"assalamualaikum, kite dah balik.. bik, kite menang taw..!! dapat medal lagi.. ha.."kata si Gadis kpd bibiknya
"ye ke,baguslah tue.. ha mana botol air? nnt xde dah nk buat air.."tnye si bibik.
"ade2 nnt kite letak kat dapur..emm dah lama DIA sampai bik? tnye si gadis.
" bole la.. pegilah jumpa dia..kesian dia..jauh kan dtg sini.. duduk mana? KLANG? "tnye bibik.
"a'ah Klang, atas skit dpd tempat mama kat Shah Alam, bik, pkl brp uncle ravi nk dtg amik kite? kite mandi kat kedai mama jelah xsempat nnt. yg DIe ni pun satu,kite ckp jgn dtg nak jugak, Degil betul la mana tak kite tension n stress.. hish.. " ngomel si Gadis,

lalu keluar dan menyapa..

" dah lama sampai? ha apa yg nk settle nye?cepatla an_s nk cepat nie,, nk pegi shah alam.." eksyen si gadis.

" bolela.. rileks la xyahla nk klam kabut.. camne tadi lari ok? penat x?" tanye Aid.
" okay je siap menang lagi,,ni ha Medal..no 1 okay,, so rase2 nye mmg rugilah kan kalo dngar nasihat Aid n xpegi.."jwb si Gadis.

"fine, Sorry. i know i should have not stop you from going, i was just being concern towards you.Congrats, i'm proud of you.."

"Sorry..ya rite soRRy..concern la sgt kan. that shows u're concern,where else u shud be supporting me in whatever i am doing especially those in that i'm passionate about like what SPORTS? jwb si Gadis.

" ya i know. sebab tu la Aid dtg sini nk jumpa and to make things Clear between us and stop this what konfrontasi?? u're not acting like what u should be Aid call mcm nk xnak je layan, msg sepatah jawab sepatah, so here i am today to know what's goin on.." said him.

" what do u expect ?! u think by coming here u can easily turn the situation to be good as before..? i dont think so. its not like that anymore, face the fact.. its NOT!! An_s mcm da xkenal sapa Aid for the past 1 month, u r acting like some kind of a Father role to me, dont do this, dont do that, since when, why must.,.this sort of questions u r throwing to me?? hey u tell me what's got in to you and why u r the one behaving like what u r not supposed to be?!" si GAdis mula naik berang.

" i know its hard, and we can try to slove this gap between us. u know, its hard to describe by i'm still adapting to the new environment here as Aid br abes skola, and doing nothing at the moment and we are quite a distance from each other,nk dtg selalu pun xbole, i'm worried everything is going through my mind.. i heard bout you from some people.. psl siapa "K" that u were told by you.. see, Aid bukan sengaja nk buat semua tue tapi tolongla faham my situation pulak.."

"Kak, cepat sket uncle Ravi dah nak sampai.."jerit si Adik kepada si Gadis..

" u r adjusting and so do I, look its two person here., U and Me, there's no one else here. so plse dont be selfish and for your info,i'm sick of your attitude. An_s rase Aid da bukan my bf, dah mcm my bro,. taw x. i cant say NO to you. susah nk faham ape yg An_s cube nak sampaikan.
this is what long distance is all about. u have to trust and at least have some faith in me. forget other people.. u r older than me u should be more mature in making decision and what not, ini tak An_s jugak yg bole berpikir. senang mcm ni jelah, LET's END it here. u go and find another person whom u can be in charge with and not me. u make ur own way, and so do I. so lepas ni xpayah nk ckp Aid sacrifice nak dtgla tue la nie la,.. mcm2 la,.. BYE, and I'm DONE.

Si Gadis berlalu pergi....

niat di hati memang suci,
menulis di kala sendiri,
tatkala jari jemari menaip isi-isi,
xdiduga mengalir air mata di pipi,
ku singkap kisah org kata sudah HISTORY ,
menjadi pendoman di dalam hati,
xsangka dalam satu hari,
ada yg sedih ada yg HAPPY.
ku akui memang susah bukan EASY,
ku tahu ini boleh menjadi kontroversi,
ingatlah wahai yg di Hati,
jika tiada dulu tiadalah Kini,
jika bukan kerana itu, memang takkan jadi begini,
bukan ingin mebuka pekung sendiri,
tetapi ingin berkongsi,
sikap mementingkan diri,
tidak akan lama berdiri,
sesal sendiri xberguna lagi,
apakan daya jika bisa aku kembali,
pastu ku pohon kemafaan seribu kali,
kerna hari ini baru aku sedari,
sakit pedih hati dilukai,
akibat dari sikap pentingkan diri,
tidak kenal erti kemaafan lagi,
adakah bakal peristiwa berulang kembali?
esok ,lusa ataukah hari ini?
aku sememangnya tidak mengerti,
ada rasa CINTA di hati,
tetapi kadangkala entah ke mana KASIHnya pergi,
SAYANGnya sukar untuk dicari ganti,
kenapa dtg kekeliruan yang sebegini?
pergi pergi aku ingin BERSENDIRI,
ku tatap kisah ku nukilkan ini,
kerna akhirnya nanti,
HANYA AKU SAHAJA YG MENGERTI,.

thank you and sorry for everything.

it was ONCE, REAL and ALIVE.
make it LIVE again.

p.s I LOVE YOU
~xOxO

90210 zip code ?no is a date!

2010-02-09T05:36:00.000-08:00

haha it so happened that today's date is actually same as the zip code for Beverly Hills, which is 90210. 9th Feb 2010. today no Family Law class, yeay.! due to the launching of Datin's Book, Undang2 Jenayah di M'sia, which were officially launched by the Minister of Higher Edu, Dato' Seri Khalid Nordin. he is actually our Alumni for Law Fact, and we dont even know. Law Soc plse do something bout this Alumni tingy. we can get fund ok from them. ouh ya yesterday went for some ironed stone on clothe at Jln TAR with Emi n Naz,tadaa..look at the baju, at the neck and the sleeve..hehe.. plus at night had bowling tournament for Sukmum, Doubled, with Naz, love our uniform, made from Bangsar. haha. we came out 5th. i flopped for the 2nd,3rd and the last game. Sorry 1st. huhue. Kak Jan. Hussein n dearest Boifee came to support. Hussein likes bowling, yeay. he wanted to throm the balls as if he can lift the balls, hehe... what a tiring day yet it was meaningful.

we have the same shoes, NOSE.

Ad's : Black, JA : Grey

next year nak beli Bola sendiri!!!

05.02.2010

2010-02-05T05:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO FAKHRUL IZZAT MOHD AFANDI
AND NORANISA ISA @ ANISH.

Hoping that your day will be as special as you are.

Count your life by smiles, not tears.
Count your age by friends, not years.

I'm so glad you were born, because you brighten my life and fill it with joy.

May the years continue to be good to you. Happy Birthday!

You're not getting older, you're getting better.

May this year bring with it all the success and fulfillment your heart desires.

Roses are Red
Violets are Blue
Now that you're legal
The first round is on you

both of you, seriously its been a while since the last time we saw each other..
Zack, he was my former primary schoolmates who apparently then join the Sekolah Sukan Bandar Penawar,major Judo. basically he's a sportsman. he's like my Abg yg xberapa nak tinggi tp bolela.. haha.. we became close friends during a camp trip to PD way back in 2001, when we were given in the same group. Sumpah rindu dowh masak tepi laut yg akhirnye kite menang. If you happened to read this, balik rogerla aku. mcm xbiase jogging singgah uma aku kan., haha.. miss you, Bro.!

Anish,! she's my CBN friend apparently we share the same name Anisa. haha.akak aku sorg ni tapi lagi kecik dari aku. in form 5, when i was the class captain she's my treasurer. though she's small size, but boleh tahan jugaklah si kecik ni. haha. gangster weyh. we seated next to each other, luckily they called me Awin n she as Anis. so not so confusing lah. dah besar dah ekh.
both of us now have already become Mak Cik, but she has a niece while i have Hussein of course lah my nephew. biler ko nak pkai braces nie??hehe... baru sama lagi...she's now in Uitm Melaka happily furthering her studies in the same campus with her dearest boifee, which happened to have the same name as Zack, Fakrul. What a co-incidence weyh??? haha. Nis, rindu gler kat ko., Stock gelak xingat dunie, kutuk2 org, sendawa kuat2. haha.Old times, XoXo.

I see You.. AVATAR,finally..

2010-02-04T21:40:00.000-08:00

after a frustrated result of netball, showered at Esso, with empty stomach i decided to watch Avatar instead of sleeping in B208. seriously, it was kinda a tough day without water n yet did not qualified for the next round, i really really really need to see this award winning movie. where else, Pavi the fav spot for movie. yes, ALONE. again. it was a great movie i guess, though seem cliche, but i must admit the graphic was damn cool. wearing the 3D glass makes me go ooohh...ahhhh...wahhh...aouh....
huhue.. luckily 1901 chicago beef,sweet corn was filled into the stomach so at least it makes me feel occupied.

message learned, appreciate other's people life and ya see beyond what the eyes can see..

i see you and you see me.

wish i can have my own Avatar, of course without the tail n elf ears definitely.

living in the world of imagination, di alam MAYA.

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In the future, Jake, a paraplegic war veteran, is brought to another planet, Pandora, which is inhabited by the Na'vi, a humanoid race with their own language and culture. Those from Earth find themselves at odds with each other and the local culture. Written by Giorgio_C

When his brother is killed in a robbery, paraplegic Marine Jake Sully decides to take his place in a mission on the distant world of Pandora. There he learns of greedy corporate figurehead Parker Selfridge's intentions of driving off the native humanoid "Na'vi" in order to mine for the precious material scattered throughout their rich woodland. In exchange for the spinal surgery that will fix his legs, Jake gathers intel for the cooperating military unit spearheaded by gung-ho Colonel Quaritch, while simultaneously attempting to infiltrate the Na'vi people with the use of an "avatar" identity. While Jake begins to bond with the native tribe and quickly falls in love with the beautiful alien Neytiri, the restless Colonel moves forward with his ruthless extermination tactics, forcing the soldier to take a stand - and fight back in an epic battle for the fate of Pandora.

Sukmum 10 - Netball

2010-02-04T03:08:00.000-08:00

1st match
ASTAR v KUSHIAH2 THIRD2, hehe, lost 8 - 14.

seriously i was in deep anger as my name was not listed in the list of players..!! it was the 1st list that was submitted without having the amended version, and i can say most of the players who was listed were actually OUT from the team already. i just dont want to pin point fingers but seriously this technical problems should be the priority actually if i were the one in charge. this small tiny matters shouldn't be taken for granted. because everyone will lose focus when it happens at the very last minute.

but i just be daring , by entering and playing for the team to help them pick up the score and thank god at least it was not that bad. i would say that the 3rd col. players were so reckless and rough. they just bang into ppl and few of our team mates were injured. after all its just a game, so lek2 sudah weyh.

umpire : "GD lepas game jumpa saya sekejap"
Jadore.A :"err..okay2","wey die nk jumpe aku mcm mane nie? kantoi ke name aku xde dlm list?"
Muz : emm ko pegi je..ape2 aku back up ko.
Jadore.A : "kang nnt disqualified camne?"
Muz :"xpe2 aku ade...ko buat rileks je.."

umpire : "Awak tahun berapa? Fakulti mana? Kenapa tak pernah datang untuk wakil Varsity ?Awak ada talent boleh main, boleh digilap lagi nie."
Jadore.A : "err tahun 2, Undang2, saya xtahu pun lagipun saya xde geng so mcm xbrp la.."
umpire :" undang2, thn 2, ouh geng nnt kalau dah kenal yg lain2 tu boleh buat geng la kot., sbb tahun ni bola jaring jadi Anak Emas UM yang mana mmg kita akan go all out dibiayai semua termasuk insurans dsb. kalau ada training awak bole cope tak dengan studies?"
Jadore.A : ouh mcm tue.. usually training bler? mcm mn?
Umpire : training selalulnya 3 kali seminggu ptg dan kdg2 malam, tgkla depends on the players jugak sama ada diorg available ke tidak. nnt tgk2 la poster utk selection and dtg ye.

(dlm hati, 3 kali seminggu? biar betol weyh?? cmane nk pegi tgk wyg? classes? tutorials lagi...uih)

Jadore.A : ouh mcm tue.. okay lah insyallah.. trime kasih ye.

perghh lega budget dah nak kantoi la plak kan.. slamat tak tnye name ke ape.. huhu..
i'll consider and we'll see...

2nd match
ASTAR v KKTAZ (1oth) won 16-15

unfortunately, we draw with 10 and they have to consider the score then only can determine.
i'm really frustrated, coz i would say that our shooters did missed lot of goals where we can actually gap our scores. nvmind, i have thought so in the beginning, hard luck.

W.A.T.E.R

2010-02-04T02:51:00.000-08:00

its horrible when there's no water supply and you just cant bathe, urinate moreover defecate. i had to go all the way to 12th college, and bathe. its just so not convenient. the whole UM is running out of water. seriously, at this point of time, PERFUME plays a big role. but somehow rather its not Fresh enuff if you really get to bathe on your own sweet time. cant imagine tonight after my netball match what would happend if there are still no Water? bau kuda, kambing smua ade.. urgh..!! nak balik la mcm nie... tolong... =(..worse ever the fees is damn expensive and yet basic needs like water cannot manage properly.)

ouh ya, went to bangsar village, i supposed this place wont be affected by this no water supply and so stuff, unfortunately as i just settled urinating, suddenly when i twisted the pipe, there was no water..!!god...!!

"deline, tolong xde air...!"
"ha yeke? slamat aku x kench lagi.."
"tolong belikan mineral water..."
"boleh2...kjap2.."

3 minutes later i guess..

"awin nah..."
"weyh trime kasih dowh....kalo x, xtaw la cmne.."

note: air spritzer dari cold storage okayh.
dont tell me tempatorg lord2 xde air kat toilet,tlgla jgn jd cm spore. urgh!

Warkah dari si Dia...

2010-02-04T02:22:00.000-08:00

kau bikinku gigit bibir sendiri

lamakah lagi kita sepi?
kau bikinku renung sinar mentari
lamakah lagi kita begini?

alangkan bulan terang
hilang nyawa tanpa bintang
apalagi aku

alangkan bunga kembang
pudar warna tanpa siang
bayangkan aku

berkaliku mintakan dari dulu
usah kau tunggu ucap itu
berkaliku bisikkan pada kamu
usah kau buntu aku milikmu

alangkan bulan terang
hilang nyawa tanpa bintang
apalagi aku

alangkan bunga kembang
pudar warna tanpa siang
bayangkan aku

perlukah aku menyebut setiapnya
yang indahku tidak akan ada makna
bila kau sembunyi dan bermain lari-lari
separuh aku sudah pun mati

tak mampukah kau percaya
haruskah ku hebahkannya pada dengki dunia?
tidak bisakah kita sekadar pejam mata
biar jiwa bersuara

biar
biar
biar jiwa
bersuara
biar
biar
biar ia rindu kepadamu

(1630 hrs,3 February 2009)

( sedang aku menghargaimu, engkau leka bahawa aku di depan mu...
sedang aku menjauhimu, baru kau tahu betapa Aku meninggalkan kesan dalam hidupmu)

A Lil' bit of Suga & Spice

I am the voice that you never listen to

Confrontation...

Kamal Abdul QayyumAnisa Izwinhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ahha3Cqe_fk&feature=share

Alangkah indahnya...

2011 Paris Masters : Federer captures maiden Paris Masters Crown

6 months away...= 182.621099 days

Not jumping into conclusion..

Mess Sir!

Attachment during hols

What's wrong mr blog?

well HELLO again

always on my mind

Chan Kid Tunkun, Tee Rak

Thai Trip til 2nd Jan

Salam Maal Hijrah 1432

MJKHBIU / ROYGBIP

Just Nice

Hello December 2010

Happy 19th Birthday Adik!

ASWARA Tapestry 2010

Sangat typical

Like really no pressure?!

Hussein is going to be a brother soon =)

girls talk

Scars, do stay, permanently

I belive that things happen for a REASON

Happy 6years and 9months =)

SHOUT Awards 2010

Tutti Frutti yum yum!

Ili Dayana Bday Dinner

Happy Eid Qurbani =)

Jantung hati gettin intelligent now

copied from BB'yem'

Piala Tunku Ampuan Najihah 2010

P.U.R.P.L.E

Jom Cherpom next trip!!

environmental friendly

here it goes..

very2 worth posting..

the illusion of the heart

blogging is interesting

let's bring back old memories...

brand new territory..

a comeback maybe?

what i need the most NOW...

Everything seems to be IMPOSSIBLE...

Xpayah nak countdown sangat memang tak berbaloi...

I need you now...Lady Antebellum

Its JUNE..!!

Wishing you..

Boifee's Graduation

Happy 6.3 of Anni

MASUM ?

Mya's and Twin's 21st

Is it wrong to fall in Love again..??

ADAMAYA -- ANISA--AWIN??

Silence is Golden,?

updating........

Tok Ngah's Anni

a visit to the MANSION

Diva's Day Out

Sudut Pidato with Astro Awani

Adik's main ZAPIN

MPA @ PICC

WonderGirls [Goals not injuries]

LAWNiTE 09/10

tracking entree.. coming soon..

6 years of up's and down's

Kamal 'Kem' Qayyum “The minute I heard myfirst love story I started looking for you, not knowing how blindthat was... Lovers don't finally meet somewhere... They're in eachother all along.” Happy 6 years anniversary,sayang...-ur dearest cammy

Ade suka ada duka

90210 zip code ?no is a date!

05.02.2010

I see You.. AVATAR,finally..

Sukmum 10 - Netball

W.A.T.E.R

Warkah dari si Dia...

Kamal Abdul Qayyum Anisa Izwin
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ahha3Cqe_fk&feature=share

Kamal 'Kem' Qayyum “The minute I heard my
first love story I started looking for you, not knowing how blind
that was... Lovers don't finally meet somewhere... They're in each
other all along.” Happy 6 years anniversary,sayang...-ur dearest cammy